Life ain't perfect

It happen to be so coincidence that we wore grey tgt.

I look fat in this picture.

Sometime you just gotta envy on what ppl used to have but not you, Life Ain't That Perfect .

I did wish that mummy will be there for me like how she used to be, When i fell and my head started bleeding she will be there hugging me & started tearing and tell me that she is sorry for not taking good care of me. Mummy had a miserable life ever since i am young, she have to take care of grandma when grandma kept falling down and can't even walked. I know she is tired, doing all those things repeatedly. I hate it, hate to see her feeling so miserable.

Even thought i am not her blood daughter, i still thanks them for treating me so good. Sometime when i think of her i will started to tear. Am always praying that she will be fine, she will be back to how she used to be. Just ever since grandma is dead, she have became someone else. Have tried to ask many gods about her situation, but it seems like she just recover for awhile after that she will be someone else again. WHY? Super upset, Yah maybe my life meant to be like this? She brought me over to singapore if not i could have died in indonasia? Idk either, Am i counted fortunate or?

I am envy, envy on what ppl have but not me. I did wished to have someone who can really dote me alot alot. Am i asking too much? perhaps, yes? i told myself i am the only child, how am i gonna support my family? Seriously headache. Sometimes i really think that, i might not have any close friend. But i just need some of them will do, I wished that i am 21 so i can have more freedom to travel around with friends. And last but not least i want a husband that dote me alot next time, i may have a lot of "tiao jian" but still if the only one can meet half of them will do. Aiyah, i know is impossible.

Last but not least, i want to have a collection of domokun (: Only this cute bear can make me happy & jump around with joy.