Ain't perfect

Life will never be perfect, different ppl have different type of life. So, when I see this photo I just don't know why but just got super upset. Something just happen so sudden, see my cheerful and happy mum become like this. Just hoping that dad's temper will change ):

Sometimes there are reasons why I don't want to go home early. It's either daddy keep got super agitated over mum or I am too bored at home. You know i actually wish to have what other ppl have too. But I doubt this will happen.

I got super envy, and am always hope how I wish tht it will apply on me too. Yes, though I have cousins around but I still wish for more. I think I am those type of person who Got super jealous on what others have and I don't. I love to do comparing, things ain't perfect that's for sure.

Too many things fill in my mind, and I seriously don't know where to vent it. Sometime by jogging alone at night and blast music into your ear is kind of relief. Each day I am feeling so upset about something, maybe I should listen to what my colleagues have advise me. Look at the bright side, but how to. And you did know my weekend is always burnt ): I always wanted to go somewhere to relax myself, but i don't know where to. Argh I am so frustrated now.