I'm SO FUCKING NO MOOD, GOT SO FUCKING PISSED OFF, GOT SO FUCKING DISAPPOINTED. USING MY OWN EYES SEEING ALOT OF BULLSHIT TODAY, USING MY OWN EAR HEARING LOTSA OF BULLSHIT TODAY. WTF has the world turn to? Another obstacles for me to overcome again? EVERYTHING BREAKS MY EMOTION DOWN, I've to control control control. BUT, I've been thinking. Why am i in this trade, why am i doing all this, why is the reason i work in this trade for? REASON, MY FAMILY, MY FUTURE! Every body might think oh i'll never success, it's what they think. I kept telling myself, i shouldn't give up so easily no matter how others look or see me or say me. WTF! I'M WEAK, I HATE MYSELF DAMN FUCKING MUCH TOO. ):

Nobody will understand how it feels, but only me myself. I give up everything, netball, study, relationship. I believe next time hard works will still pays, maybe some ppl might think this is crab. OH WHATEVER. I'm TIRED, EVERYBODY IS TIRED. ARGH! REFLECTION REFLECTION. !!! & I THINK this wouldn't go any better.

itisguoy! ):
idwtbahemhb D: