Bad bad headache,
I seriously gotta focus & put in my wholeheartedly on whatever i've gotta do now. But i only say but not really doing it. Argh! time flies, 3/4 of the year is gone. & it's the 4th of may already, what am i doing now? Still not doing anything to get started on my groups! Gosh, Badly headaches. & is my expectation high? I don't think so, Next time i want my husband to be smart looking, non smoker, not really educated but got di wei, having big house & cars. Yes i want a husband in the company next time, haha! but well, i wanna open a pet shop lah. With lotsa of puppies, hamster & rabbit. They can just make me smile when i'm down seriously, but inorder to have a shop next time i must must must work doublely hard. Reflect on what thing went wrong everytime, hmmm!

I can't go school anymore, i didn't know i will drop off study during nitec time & i haven get my office cert from school! I decided to further my study when i've the lumsum of money, i so wanna go taiwan. But i failed to do so, next target shall be korea! Yes! & something i would like to highlight on, i think sometimes i'm really stupid, or rather every stuff i did there is always a regret. Somehow i misses my past, i wonder why am i so playful in the past. I wonder what makes me turn to some people i shouldn't be. I wonder why i did those stupid stuffs & get locked up during sec 3 making parents got so pissed over me & worried over me. Schools teachers are madly disappointed on me. Kana sack as a prefect in the past, but well. People changed so do i, sometimes you will think it's funny though. doing alot of dumb stuff it's really stupid la, pon class la, sleeping in class la, play poker card in class & etc..

As for now, this trade really changes my life? making me how to be a better person next time, sometimes ppl are selfish, sometime ppl tends to get mad easily over a small thing. But this is life, nothing we can change. Just yesterday i saw this friend of mine, tuition friend. She really changed alot tilled i don't ever recognise her, we did alot of stupid stuff during tuition time, making teachers get mad over us & called the head to talk to us. So funny but stupid, well. Hmmm i dislike people to create nonsense, being lame & backstabbing ppl, irrtating la, this & tht. I seriously can't tolerate, & yes YOU THIS DISGUSTING CREATURE STOP MSG ME LA DEY. YOU ARE SO DAMN DISGUSTING, FOR GOODNESS SAKE I'M TRYING TO FORGET THE FKING SATURDAY THING CAN!! PLS DON'T MAKE ME REMIND ME OF ANYTHING & YOU ARE INDEED NO MANNERS. FUCK OFF & THANK YOU VERY MUCH! i hope i wouldnt see your number ever appeared in my phone. Stop being a lame shit, i'm not tht close with you. & another thing is, sometime this is N.O.M.B i just don't like to hear this & tht & bla bla bla. It's really omg pls~ Yes you, stop being so disgusting. eeeeyer!

& parents is going overseas soon, means tht i've to stay alone at home D: i don't want na! Really very scary can! but howhowhow, i've to go office sometimes & it's troublesome if i go aunt place to stayover. Hmmm! Jialat! Ohwell, How i wish they go overseas this coming fri to sun! Nobody will be at home how good :\ KIAMIN can't wait for this coming friday camp (YELLOW banana team) Weeee! Alright think my blog it's too wordy already, night!


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