Super not free nowadays, Bad things happen at the same time. What's wrong now? Why? this feeling sucks to the core? Working tilled late hours, waking up early. Just to kill my time, I got 46 missed call today. Lol, Accounting seriously not that easy :\

I think i regret taking accounts, hopefully i got into banking. Aw! tell me how? I miss schooling but i don't have the feeling to study, i miss training. I miss competition. I think this is not the right time for me to go into R/s not gonna rush into any relationship now. everything just take time, choosing a right guy it's hard. But whenever i found one, he is not there anymore. Everytime i stand up i fell again & again. Repeatedly, i'm tired. I'm gonna collapsed soon.

I face him everyday, but i don't dare to talk to him. How? i wanted to tell him something, but i think it's useless now. No point, finding lot of people counselling me. Cheering me up, but nah. I'm tired, really tired. Everything turn up so badly recently. Hopeless now, No confidence & nothing. I always take thing FORGRANTED that my fault. Damn myself, if time could rewind to where it was, i will treasure. But NO, Dream on!

I will be busy, reallu busy. Working & stuffs, I wanna go for netball outing. Hopefully i can make it (: Alright, I'm motivated by erin words. If you cry one day, Just carry on the next day. No point crying over & over again, crying doesnt help but it make you feel much more better. I should say nothing last forever, chances are given to you. Once you lose it, it wouldnt come back again. NEVER EVER!

I hate my life, i pin too high hopes.

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