Am so tired now, but i can't get myself to bed.
I'm so awake whenever i've finished bathing, i slept at 6 yesterday & woke up at 7 am in the morning. Just one hour sleep, off to breakfast with mum & went to work. I've hard time finding the block & i didnt know it's so near aunt house. Ohwell, pretty suckie i should say. There is no reception in the office, & also i can't serve net. So can't use phone nor net, pay pretty suck 5/hour? Gosh, admin should be like 6 or 7/ hour nah. & the boss is so kind, gave me one whole lot of company invoices! Having hard time to sort all those invoices, & i almost forgot how to ke in already. I need to like work for one month before i can quit.

I want to earn money for the sake of my taiwan trip & also alot more. work form 9am to 6 pm. I went town to find gus & henry. This two "women' are so slow. I'm so dang diappointed as most trusted person going MIA now. Called & msg don't wanna reply saying him got trouble, Am so tired to care. I should have put myself into calvin shoes too, he have tried so hard to ask me down like how am i doing now. Gosh! Sigh, am so stressed up. How am i gonna aim RM ? I want my taiwan trip :\

I went to company with henry & gus, both of them are quite funny lah. I'm starving from noon to night. I skipped my lunch, i got gastric pain. dead, went eat with gus & henry at geylang lor 23 or smth. Chi chong fan, pretty nice. Ohwell thanks gus for being so nice today, he bought me nuggets & treat of chi chong fan (= Thanks motivator/ conseller. I'm so damn blur today, don't know what wrong with me, i left my cert at the store when i'm about to go home then i realise. I asked both of them to accompany. Lucky i managed to get back my cert, if not really dead shit.

Thanks for their sweat, ohwell. I went back home, my batt is super dead. & seriously like no music when i'm on my way home? I walked myself home from kovan all the way to my house alone & without any entertainment. I'm thinking, I seriously dame disappointed in myself. Why am i always so stupid, stupid to treasure the bad instead of the goods? I super regret, I always see him in company & i didn't know how & what to talk to him. Whereas in msg we can chat alot, but text him today totally no reply at all ): Seeing him walking past me is equal to sadness, i shouldn't be so bad in the past. Argh! Damn myself, I hoping there will be another chance.

But as for this time round i will treasure double-ly. I think he must be tired, tht why. Ohwell i will wait for miricles. I'm super shag, wondering why when i need him the most he also not there. Sigh! what shit sia, I've got work tmr again! 9-6pm then to company! Dead meat, my pimples & dark circle is getting worst. Hopefully tmr invoices i don't make mistake. For the sake of my TAIWAN trip i must endureee! )=


Labels: I don't wish things to rewind, cause if things rewind i wouldn't have know you.
But i just hope there will be one more chance, I'll sure treasure it.
Please ): misses.

& seriously i'm in dead trouble, i dislike this feeling )=