Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Insane

I got totally insane!
Dad kept saying i'm USELESS!
Yes i ADMIT that.
Yes i aint a good daughter,
Dad&mum will never know how i feel?
What they always do is nag,scold, give blackface?!
Worst still, sometimes dad will throw his temper @me when i did nothing wrong.
I admit i aint mature!
I aint sensible enough to think!
Everything i done is wrong, nothing is right.
I'm going mad soon.
My heart is tearing,
I fucking don't want this kind of life la.
I throw temper sometimes.
Yes,i'm sorry!
I'm way too sensitive.
I suck at everything.
Yes EVERYTHING!
Nothing is fair in this world?
I'm tearing apart.
Who cares!
I fucking need a shoulder to cry on.
Desire!
where are you?
Sigh!
SCREAMMMMMMMM!
Everything is impossible,
Screw my life!
I'm nervous for tmr result, i aint in a good mood now..
I doubt my words. I didnt change myself
I failed to do so.
Ps: I'm thinking of you.

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