Everything is gone!

Do you still remember this?

Too late to regret,
I should had work hard in the first 2 term. But what done can't be undone, I've lose alot of things yes it's alot. I wanted to further my study but now my GPA got only 2.4 tell me how can i make it to higher nitec? If i appeal, i don't think there is high hopes? tht's what teacher told me, sigh! I got super shag after hearing, but blame on me for not working hard enough! I don't know where to go if my appeal failed. Sigh! I don't want to put to much hopes on tht, i just thought that my BEG will get a B or something but who knows i got a C?

Now everything is gone, I can't play netball with them already. Desire = gone case, What i really hope now is miss regina can push me up to higher nitec. I really hope, but well.. I know there will be this kind of things happen, i'm not giving up. I want to further my study! Went out with jw today, thought of going punggol end. But when we reached there it's renovating, thought of going there to chill myself but who knows. Well nevermind so we bus to kovan instead, went to play pool with jw then saw some old mates there. They changed alot gosh! hmm, he make me so what today. he gave me a deal, but lucky i won him & i didnt promise him the deal. After 5 rounds of pool went to bought bubble tea, i just don't know why i'm addicted to honey red tea. maybe bcos of her? Sigh!

Walked around kovan, then bought dim sum for mum. I don't wanna take up another r/s. nonono! cos there is someone in my heart still, but no higher nitec no more desire. But i'm afraid that everything will be fading? cause we aint that good like the past? ): Shag! Suppose to meet netballers today. but i'm seriously sorry girls i aint in a good mood to join steamboat & gift exchange with you girls. I hope our friendship wouldn't drift apart, i really hope! Everything seems so wrong, sigh! Monday gonna go back to school with DW & maybe elaine, i wanna ask mrs thanni about my result. I really hope she can help la, got nags from parents again. I throw my temper @them, i don't mean to but i really feel so fuck-up! I've got no appetite, i don't feel like eating my dinner. Bla!

Can someone gimme one tight slap & wake me up? I don't wanna to be tht useless freak anymore, i'll be alright soon. *(nods)* i just need sometimes to chill myself down, I've got back my karmas. Eveything i does to him got back onto me, i said cousin i myself didnt get up to higher nitec too. Well, I feel so terrible. Tmr gonna meet them up! My life is just like a wave, it goes up&down.

Labels: Life fill with up & down.

Recently i kept hearing this songs,
I teared when i thought of something.
timfy.

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it's free

I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)
I want your drama
The touch of your hand
I want your leather-studded kiss in the sand


I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

You know that
I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad, your bad romance


I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh--oh-oooh! )

I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!

Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your horror
I want your design'Cause you're a criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love-uuhh)

I want your psycho
Your vertigo stick
Want you in my room
You know baby your sick

I want your loveLove-love-love
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)
You know that I want you
('Cause I'm a freak bitch baby! )

And you know that I need you
I want your bad, bad romance
I want your love and
I want your revenge

You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! )
I want your love and

All your love has revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!

Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!

Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy

Walk, walk fashion babyWork it
Move that bitch crazy
Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it

Move that bitch crazy
Walk, walk passion baby
Work it I'm a freak bitch, baby

I want your love and
I want your revenge
I want your love
I don't wanna be friends

Je veux ton amourEt je veux ta revanche
Je veux ton amour
I don't wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!

I don't wanna be friends
(Caught in a bad romance)
I don't wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!

Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)
Want your bad romance!
I want your love and

I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge

You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)

Want your bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance