Goodbye 2009 !

Morning!
Alright, suppose to go jogging today.
But instead of jogging i went eat mac with R, i'm sorry luh. I made you gain 1 kg instead of loss 1 kg. heehee, i'm superly dumb today! I brought shoe bag & i tot there will be space for me to put my bag, & i'm lazy to wear shoes too. But who knows there isnt a place for me to put, i should have suggested to hg stadium instead of tht track near hg sec. Sigh nvm! Next time eh, jogging partner! heehee, well i'm so tired. Woke up super early today just to wait for tht pig to wake up & get himself ready, hee you know who you are. So went have mac breakfast, then head to basketball court to meet up manfred.

Played basketball awhile & went home next, i hope i'm not gonna rot at home tonight as it's the last day of 2009. Hmm mum & dad will be going countdown, they were so kanchiong la. I don't wanna rot at home alone tonight eh. Hope manfred & co will be meeting up & i'm so gonna enjoy tonight! Oh please please please, let's meet up ehs. hmm! Suppose to meet enyu today but, only 2 of us not sure where to go. Netballers are all busy, shaggy! I'm so sleepy now, yawns! Should i go take a nap? Aw! I'm craving for prawn noodle now, I'm not hungry but my mouth is itchy! Boohoo~

Alrightalright! I'm gonna find something to do now, yes it's a must. I'm not gonna sit infront of the com & rot all the way tilled night! wellwell, I will be back blogging. Oh sigh! Dad asked me to go old folk home tmr with aunts to do social work, i think i'm gonna dragged myself there. For sure it will be a tiring day, uhmm! Well, entertain me anyone please =\ & GOODBYE 2009, WELCOME 2010 .


Labels: I wanna enjoy myself to the fullest. (:

How to make an impossible things to possible ?

I misses my secondary school life, like seriously. So i've the urge to post this video again, Those photo inside this video are from secondary 1 till our sec 4 graduation day. I miss my teachers ehs, sigh! But i'm happy tht afterall we still gotta chance to meet up (: Even mr cheong, he did find sometime to meet all of his naughty students. Hee! Thinking back, i've done alot of silly things yes it's alot. Aw! Nevermind, new year, new start. Everyday is gonna start afresh, even this year i've made alot of silly mistake. Hah! alright, Hoping to have a secondary class BBQ. =\

Kiamin missed Godsis vegetarian, I wanna eat the vegetarian charsiew she made & laksa from aunt. Aw! & also sharkfin which second made. Hmm kiamin wanna learn how to bake cakes & also muffin, anyone intrested to teach me ? (:

just got home from basketball, had a lil fun today.
Well, I starve myself till late afternoon. I'm so like a hungry ghost while mum ordered food for me, uhmm. I'm craving for beancurd, Subway cookies, Astons & Strawberry cake now. ): Blah~ 2009 gonna end real soon, yes i like it. 2009 isnt a great year for me, hate it. 2010 coming i'll be damn busy working & netball roadshow.

Tmr don't know wanna countdown with who eh, sigh! thinking back all the suckies memories, i feel so awful. Hmm, I'm so tired. I hope i will not stay at home the whole day tmr, aw! I so bored uhm. L A P I S H, I K I I T Y W L M =\

Labels: Life is complicated.

I'm so dang tired ):

Work up late, i didn't know tht enyu texted me this morning & i replied her a "morning". I was like dreaming seriously, i didn't hear my alarm ringing too. I'm so tired tilled i went back to sleep, I woke up @645 by enyu called she said she going to reach BK & i was still on my bed sleeping. Gosh! I went to wash up & bath, then rush down to BK to meet her up. We're super duper late for the carnival today, we bus there warm up & stuff & the match start. I got so pissed today, i almost throw my temper. & i kept contact my opponent cause she kept pushing me. I scold a fuck words to that girl who slap my face ! Damn you _!_

So what if they are in girls school, Bullshit! I'm so tired, my leg is super pain. My blisted hurts, the sun is so hot today. the ground burned my legs, afterall we lost like crazy. went to bath after the match, went mac with enyu to have my lunch. Godshit, I ate fastfood again ): Somebody just stop me from eating fast food can. After eating we gossip, talking about guys & stuff. Hmm, the air-con was so cold inside so decide to go home next. Bus home & i fall asleep, i almost missed the busstop. Reached home & i kana lock @home, thanks mum! Dad took her key to work so mum has got no key. So she brought my key out & she lock the gate i was like what the fuck she is damn clever, what if there is a fire I'm gonna die inside for sure.

I'm super sleepy, i went to sleep. & i slept for the whole entire afternoon, i'm so lazy to go out ): Woke up @7plus had my dinner & i'm blogging. Aw, i'm so bored now & i kept thinking will all guys be the same? I'm afriad to fall in love, cause i scared i got hurt once again. Now i learn my lesson date before i start a relationship, Uh. R said wanna go jogging tmr, but i'm scared he will overslept again. Yeah he always overslept =X well, I've got nothing to do now. Oh i so wanna watch alvin & the chip munks, i can't wait. & 31st countdown i don't know who should i go with friends are so busy, shag! & kiamin is missing a person now, but that person is busy i think ): I'm waiting for tht person text, sigh!

tomorrow i've got no plan. sigh! gonna rot at home again, well. Ask me out :D

Thanks (:

I met up zq today, walked past through those places we always used to walk when we meet up for netball, dragonboat & school. I love those days, it had been like ages seens we walked there? & It had good & bad memories. Aw! Alright, went back sec school today. zq & i feel so weird while we entered the school, the school is still the same. Cheapo as usual, hee! So bus to punggol sec next, empire the game for them. I swear i feel damn weird, cause i'm kinda blur. ): Well, there is this junior name lynnette or something gosh she is damn freaking tall & she is just sec 1 only can? I feel so short while i'm standing beside her, weirdo. But those juniors are cute (: hee, same goes to fion & janice both of them are shorter last time but this time round i'm gonna be shorter then them.

Hmm, after everything Andrea,zq,elizabeth & me went to the new open wet market which is somewhere near campass point. hmm, I shared kuay chap with andrea & it's taste great i swear. Should go try yeah? Rushed back home after tht, walked back home with Elizabeth & i feel so tired, Reached home bath & went out to meet huda & dongwen @interchange. It was raining heavily so we bused to sch & walked under the rain. Talked to thanni, sigh! useless, went to find miss regina, hope she can help ): if not i'm gonna choose another nitec course. well, after everything i trained to serangoon to meet up russ i'm late again. Aw, so we trained to dhouby ghuat & get the movie ticket.

Had KFC, ohmy it's fattening. Sigh! I think i really need to cut down on fast food already. Someone please help me, after eating went to catch the movie "avatar". I almost fall asleep @first. But at the middle of the part it's nice, never regret watching. the seats is so packed la, sigh! It's a 2 1/2 hours show, long right? hmm. After watching decided to go home cause need to wake up early tmr for netball carnival. well, consecutive days i've been waking up early. Perhaps wednesday too, jogging with russ. hmm, well! i so wanna loss some weights, but i'm just too lazy. Gonna meet enyu @630am tmr, it's super early can. Tired to the max, hmm!

Ohyah, saw jiawen today. hahaha she never change at all can, i miss last time when we always used to pull the flat during morning assembly. glad tht she still remember me eh, haha! hmm, & know what i dislike crappers & liars. So fake la, & yeah i did nothing wrong you blame me for breaking up your R/S? Thanks eh, is you yourself who didnt wanna treasure. But well, no point talking this cause it's over. hahaha! Alright i'm gonna find somebody to entertain me already, goodnight!

I had fun today, thanks so much (:

Labels: I don't pin high hopes.

basketball (:

Dad bought Beancurd today (: But still i prefer kovan bean curd with riceball on it, the last time i went there was with cousins & cousin's bf. So i'm craving for their beancurd now, hehe! well i
Woke up by R text today then went prepare & stuff, met him up for lunch @ave 8. I never failed to be late, ate & head to basketball court next. Waited for people to come down, Kept running & stuff. Nice i like, cause it's burning my fats. Head home around 6plus, I'm so hungry now. Parents aint home, I'm lazy to packed food la. Sigh! I'm so dang tired ): I need to wake up early tmr, that's the sad thing.

Meeting zq tmr & support the juniors on their match, well after that have to meet up dongwen & huda to go back school. Aw, i'm hoping tht i can appeal to higher. I don't wanna waste time study anymore ): Gosh, alright. & also i'm waiting for people to drive me out (: hee, I've a great day with them today. Nice! But there is blister on my leg, & my tanned is peeling out. super ugly now!

After that it's the end, well i'm not sad or anything. I'm so fine now, hah! I think through, i know this gonna happen one day. Few drips of tears is nothing, we will still be friend. hahaha! right ? hmm, i few so great talking to russ for consecutive 3 days? Uhm, well. I'm thinking to find a tanned sporty nice guy. haha! well, I wanna fill my life with happiness. No more sourness, yeah! I've mentally prepare for everything gonna happen, I'm glad that i can still let go somehow. althought it's abit sad but nevermind, life still goes on yeah! Heh :D

Label: Too much.

Inconsolable!

. Slept late last night.
. Overslept alittle, Morning call shelly & juster.
. Prepare & texted them, they fall back to sleep!
. So we are late meeting N.
. Trained to Yishun meet up juster.
. Trained to woodland meet up shelly,but who knows she at admirity! Blur sotong.
. Trained to chinese garden next, walked over to jurong swimming complex.
. Went to gym, but we only trained awhile.
. Head to KFC for lunch, sat inside chat alot.
. Trained to AMK hub with Shelly & juster.
. Walked around, bought Subway cookies & bubble tea(:
. Crapped & have fun, we are so damn unglam today! Yes it's very.
. Accompany them eat then bus home next. I'm so bored now!
. Kiamin is craving for bean curd.

Photo will be upload late, cause i don't have the mood to upload now.
My dark circle coming out, ouh!
K darling & i are in the same boat now ):
Everything changes like so sudden can?! F-E.

& R was asking me this question ystdy,
Will you kept think of something whenever you lie on your bed?
My answer was a yes! Tht feeling really sucks.

It's a dream, A memories!


Labels: :')

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas Everybody!

I'm back blogging, Went celebrate my christmas with N, shelly & justerini. I've fun with them seriously, those laughter & everything. But i do miss last time count down with secondary school netballers, Sigh! @first we tot of watching alvin & the chip munks ): but ticket was selling fast, did get to watch yesterday. Hmm, had my lunch @just acia. It was nice, after eating went to play pool.

After N & shelly had left went over to yishun. But can't find N present so bought the cake then head just house then to orchard. Bought the neckless for her, hope she like it. So trained to esplanade then had our count down there tgt with elaine on the phone. Aw! elaine don't be sad you can join us next time eh, hmm. Took alot of photo, will upload them. Back to juster house, surprise N with the cakes. Plan works! Yeap, so we play & sleep next.

So now i'm home, i've got nothing to do la. So bored ): my feeling are so horrible now, sigh! Alright, i don't know what actually happen to both of us. Perhaps there is nothing happen actually or i'm just thinking too much. But yah, we aint that close like before. I don't know why too, i feel something wrong. But nevermind, I know you wanted to be a model. I'll support you all the way, be the best model i desire kay. Hmm, i'm happy at the outside. But i'm sad in the inside, who knows how i feel? Grh! Well, things are different.

It's hard to gain you, sigh! but well, seeing you become like this i feel so hurt la.. But you will never know how i feel? I always trying my very best to make us closer, but it doesnt work. I don't wanna make things worst. PEACE~ I will just let nature take it course.. Takecare!

Labels: D:

Everything is gone!

Do you still remember this?

Too late to regret,
I should had work hard in the first 2 term. But what done can't be undone, I've lose alot of things yes it's alot. I wanted to further my study but now my GPA got only 2.4 tell me how can i make it to higher nitec? If i appeal, i don't think there is high hopes? tht's what teacher told me, sigh! I got super shag after hearing, but blame on me for not working hard enough! I don't know where to go if my appeal failed. Sigh! I don't want to put to much hopes on tht, i just thought that my BEG will get a B or something but who knows i got a C?

Now everything is gone, I can't play netball with them already. Desire = gone case, What i really hope now is miss regina can push me up to higher nitec. I really hope, but well.. I know there will be this kind of things happen, i'm not giving up. I want to further my study! Went out with jw today, thought of going punggol end. But when we reached there it's renovating, thought of going there to chill myself but who knows. Well nevermind so we bus to kovan instead, went to play pool with jw then saw some old mates there. They changed alot gosh! hmm, he make me so what today. he gave me a deal, but lucky i won him & i didnt promise him the deal. After 5 rounds of pool went to bought bubble tea, i just don't know why i'm addicted to honey red tea. maybe bcos of her? Sigh!

Walked around kovan, then bought dim sum for mum. I don't wanna take up another r/s. nonono! cos there is someone in my heart still, but no higher nitec no more desire. But i'm afraid that everything will be fading? cause we aint that good like the past? ): Shag! Suppose to meet netballers today. but i'm seriously sorry girls i aint in a good mood to join steamboat & gift exchange with you girls. I hope our friendship wouldn't drift apart, i really hope! Everything seems so wrong, sigh! Monday gonna go back to school with DW & maybe elaine, i wanna ask mrs thanni about my result. I really hope she can help la, got nags from parents again. I throw my temper @them, i don't mean to but i really feel so fuck-up! I've got no appetite, i don't feel like eating my dinner. Bla!

Can someone gimme one tight slap & wake me up? I don't wanna to be tht useless freak anymore, i'll be alright soon. *(nods)* i just need sometimes to chill myself down, I've got back my karmas. Eveything i does to him got back onto me, i said cousin i myself didnt get up to higher nitec too. Well, I feel so terrible. Tmr gonna meet them up! My life is just like a wave, it goes up&down.

Labels: Life fill with up & down.

Recently i kept hearing this songs,
I teared when i thought of something.
timfy.

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it's free

I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)
I want your drama
The touch of your hand
I want your leather-studded kiss in the sand


I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

You know that
I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad, your bad romance


I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh--oh-oooh! )

I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!

Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your horror
I want your design'Cause you're a criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love-uuhh)

I want your psycho
Your vertigo stick
Want you in my room
You know baby your sick

I want your loveLove-love-love
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)
You know that I want you
('Cause I'm a freak bitch baby! )

And you know that I need you
I want your bad, bad romance
I want your love and
I want your revenge

You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! )
I want your love and

All your love has revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!

Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!

Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy

Walk, walk fashion babyWork it
Move that bitch crazy
Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it

Move that bitch crazy
Walk, walk passion baby
Work it I'm a freak bitch, baby

I want your love and
I want your revenge
I want your love
I don't wanna be friends

Je veux ton amourEt je veux ta revanche
Je veux ton amour
I don't wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!

I don't wanna be friends
(Caught in a bad romance)
I don't wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!

Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)
Want your bad romance!
I want your love and

I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge

You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)

Want your bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Insane

I got totally insane!

Dad kept saying i'm USELESS!

Yes i ADMIT that.

Yes i aint a good daughter,

Dad&mum will never know how i feel?

What they always do is nag,scold, give blackface?!

Worst still, sometimes dad will throw his temper @me when i did nothing wrong.

I admit i aint mature!

I aint sensible enough to think!

Everything i done is wrong, nothing is right.

I'm going mad soon.

My heart is tearing,

I fucking don't want this kind of life la.

I throw temper sometimes.

Yes,i'm sorry!

I'm way too sensitive.

I suck at everything.

Yes EVERYTHING!

Nothing is fair in this world?

I'm tearing apart.

Who cares!

I fucking need a shoulder to cry on.

Desire!

where are you?

Sigh!

SCREAMMMMMMMM!

Everything is impossible,

Screw my life!

I'm nervous for tmr result, i aint in a good mood now..

I doubt my words. I didnt change myself

I failed to do so.

Ps: I'm thinking of you.

Desire, desire, desire.

I ain't strong enough,

I've a weak heart,

I get jealous easily,

I'm way too sensitive.

I'm not the best,

I'm a failure.

I'm so bored @home la,
Went meet N to take back my clothe. so we sat at the potong pasir bus-stop chat awhile then i went back home. Sigh! I'm tired, sigh! result will be out tmr? Ah, die la. I'm thinking of a date to go to salon? I want to get my hair rebond. Hmm, will see which salon is better? well, i want treatment too. aw! I dislike staying @home la, & mum always treat me like a kid? Blablabla! She nagged at me cause i kept going out nowadays? But seriously i can't stay at home la, i dislike mum to have the old mindset of thinking can. Fuck!

Kiamin want a ride, she love sitting in the car with loud music on! Woo~ I'm waiting!

Labels: I'm thinking of you.

Some part of me is missing ):

I love this picture, haha! Elaine & me.

Finally,finally i got to meet up with this girl after so long? piang! I'm envy with her long straight hair. Miss her so much la, aw! I'm always not free to meet her, sad! but seen we met up today she is being so nice took the same bus with me & walk home alone by herself ): aw! Suxian never failed to make me laugh! She love running, & she love the christmas tree so much la. Aiyoh!


I love her dimper (: & she is taller then me already, oh i should say it's long time ago. Just tht i'm abit lag. Aiyoh!


Kanchiong Queen!

SOH SUXIAN!

There she goes with the tree & the ginger breadman!

It's me! But it's dark so can't see anything ):

Miss soh asked me to take with the tree, aiyoh! very aunty siol.

elaine look so rich when she wore this skirt with her sunglasses on today!

She loves taking picture alot.

Rich Elaine & Poor Kiamin

Yishan phone always flooded with elaine picture, tsk!

Shopping Spree today with the girls @town.

But sad to say nothing caught my eyes, Actually i thought of buying one neckless or rather the braclet at cine. but i thinking.. Aw! not sure whether should i get it, well.. sian! Met elaine up at serangoon, i'm late as usual. Head to dhouby guat met up yishan & bella they had their lunch at KFC so i watched them eat , after that trained to orchard went to ION at first, next to fareast bought bubble tea Honey red tea! then i went to buy my mushroom chicken pie & next we head to cine then to 313. My legs are super sour! After tht they plan to go home, so i called up eunice to meet me first, bfore waiting for suxian.

So met her at hg point, then slack awhile tilled she come head to amk hub next.. Shop around, went find shiping.. Thought of waiting for her to off work but it's late so we went home instead, this is the first time i'm seeing suxian being such a kanchiong spider, she love running alot.. i don't know why either, especially while we are crossing the road.. haha! ate sushi with wasabi omg it tasted so awful la. eeeel!

Bus home next, suxian is nice today! haha, alright bathed,ate & online. How bored could my life be? Very? Hmm, I'm gonna rot at home tomorrow! I can't wait for christmas eve to arrive.. Excited? Very! hmm, well.. Watching Alvin & the chip munks with them too, haha! i hope it will be fun, countdown, ton, camwore & drink! Hmm, I'm tired luh.. Juster teach me smth new ystdy? ha cool, i'm so tired la but i can't sleep. Didn't slept much yesterday, aw! Woke up damn early today.. Fish! pimple pimple & more pimples! Bla, well enough of my crap..

Labels: Lovesick!

No harm trying..

Time check : it's 245am going to 3am.
& guess what i'm still awake la, i can't sleep at all.. At the main time i feel so freaking pissed & also upset cause.. Reason behind i don't wanna say it anw, shelly can be my counsellor already la.. I feel good after speaking every single things to her, & now she & juster entertaining me which is a good thing? ha! guess so, I can't wait for 24th to arrive.. I wanna ton outside & yes i enjoy night life alot eh, hmm..

I want go clubbing, as well as camwhore with them.. ha! hmm, oh.. Tell me how to survive later, shopping spree with the girls later.. hmm, Alright starfish said this to me & i think it's quite true la " human do change in a day" so just face it.. Aw! Gonna meet up with shelly & juster on the eve? & ohno they wanna eat during midnight which will make turn me even rounded.. Okay! Nvm, just a day to enjoy! & 3 more days it's gonna be the worst day ever, result coming out! Ohfuck shit.. talk to Hardcore just now, she said smth about friends which make me think tht it's quite true.. Aiyo a! Everything is about friend friend & more friend..

Okay, I went to bb alden's celebration.. Cousin drive me there, i was happy eating.. 2 serving somemore & i ate tarts which is so damn creamy la plus cake? Tell me my weight gonna gain more.. Kao! Alright, Went home & i seat aunt's car? I seat at th boots of the car lah, which is like so damn funny have to squeeze in there? But i think is nice though? Reached home online & stuff, shag. Heard from cousin uncle only have like 3 months to leave? Sigh! ): I hope he can like leave longer la? I don't want such a good uncle to go.. Shag ! & sometime i don't like people to make use of others! is like seriously the feeling is like Fuck la, just like a dog? Bullshit man!

Sometime people just turn face faster then they flip a book. Yeah as in translate it in chinese, hmm! okay i think i'm fucking immature, have to change. but i always said i wanted to but i didn't do it? Why?

Labels: Some people are just too hot ! (:

I'm so bored now,
Don't know what can i do either? I'm still waiting for evening to arrive so i can see BB alden later.. Went to town yesterday, got home & almost had conflicts with nehneh.. I hated this type of feeling la.. Well, she is busy now i think.. Hmm.. I'm so restless, mum didn't wanna join the celebration later.. Dad is busy? So i think i've to go alone to that condo which i've no idea where it was?

Well, didn't sleep well last night.. Shag, Stomach don't feel good again.. Pain pain pain & more pain, fuck! Tmr maybe going town with the girls (: But i'm broke so i can't get anything, 23rd dec i still not sure whether i can meet the sec netballers? Ohmy, I miss them so much la. Sian! 24th i don't know who should i celebrate my christmas with.. So clash? I wanna go clubbing eh, yenni was asking me but i've things on.. so sorry shall join you next time (: well, i wanna go club luh.. sian, Result coming out already. i'm afraid tht i can't pass la. sigh!

I need a job badly, & also i want to enjoy my life.. bla! I'm waiting for your text, sigh! I dislike the feeling of being alone.. Is so grh! Well *whatever*.. time to change myself, i wanna get my hair rebond & i wanna buy manymany clothing.. I wanna highlight my hair too, hmm! I hope tonight will be fun.. I'll be back blogging (:


Labels: I'm waiting..

kiamin Wanna Lose weight badly )=

I'm so fat now can?
I can feel my fats bouncing, it's like so irritating la, it have been so long seens i last do sports. Recently i kept eating non-stop, tht why i'm gaining weight now.. Sigh! I wanna go exercise already, cannot stand those fats in my tummy & thigh. Anyone wanna join me? Hmm, I feel so bored today la. I've a terrible night yesterday, sigh! I broke down out of sudden, kept waiting for N msg. Finally got to see her msg in the early morning before she left, alright i'm happy.. hee(=

Went back to sleep, woke up in the noon get prepare & stuff then head to bishan to meet up with elaine ong.. Went to school to collect stuff, & i hated tht polite thingy la.. Sian1/2, after collecting head to junction8 was looking for something but can't find.. So went POSB bank to change GO card with Elaine.. Yey! & i'm late meeting JY daddy, so i rushed to compass met him up then acc him for lunch & then walked around.. So freaking bored la, after tht saw sherman there chat a lil & home next.. Dragged myself home, cause i'm too tired.. hmm, went buy dinner then watch tv & stuff.. Omg what a boring day i ever had, no one to msg with thus why?

I'm afraid of something, but i don't know how to elaborate out.. Grh! I feel so upset when i thought of tht la, but haish nevermind.. there is nothing i can do, well.. hmm i'm freaking busy recently.. Sunday will be celebrating alden's bb first month, can't wait luh.. && result will be coming out on the 23rd.. I'm so scare la, i don't wanna flunk my result.. Sigh! 24th i've got so many plans but i don't know where to go.. Sigh! I just wanna celebrate with somebody.. but =\ hmm.. Well shall see then, I'm gonna rot at home the whole day tmr.. No where to go, & i think i shall stop eating.. Somebody please stop me from eating, i don't wanna gain more weight.. I think i shall skipped my dinner tmr? Should i ? I think i shall eat fruits inorder to lose some of my weights..

I need a job badly la, i don't think i wanna go back toysRus work anymore.. Cause there is tons of reason behind.. Now i having hard time to find jobs, i need cash.. Cause i've alot of things to buy! Damn.. Holiday is long omg tell me how to kill time.. I just wanna work, grh! After the high school musical concert i'm addicted to some of their songs.. I think it's nice eh, So yishan had been 1 kind soul helping me to DL their song for me.. thanks eh! hee =D I'm waiting for tmr night, N will be back.. ha! well, my com giving me trouble all the time.. Fuck shit!

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Enjoy!

Back from netball chalet,
it's fun afterall.. Although there is some conflicts, still everything is alright.. Hmm! First day is fun, we had game & etc.. After the games we went swmming tgt, But i don't know how to swim.. so abit maluuu la, hmm.. Had fried rice for dinner, then went to Nana's class chalet saw tsien ren there. Something happen, shall not elaborate further.. Went for a walked with shelly & justerini along the beach.. Slacked @there & enjoy, after tht went back chalet as teacher don't allow us to stay out late.. After miss regina have gone to her lala land went out to mac with N,shelly & justerini..

Went back chalet chat & laugh like hell la.. haha, next morning woke up then went for kayatking.. It's so damn bloody hot, kayat around the sea & it's like no use when i apply sun block la.. I'm so like lobster now.. I've an uneven tann, so freaking ugly la.. I want to tann more next time, well after our kayat walked back to chalet, under the heavy rain somemore so freaking cold.. Reached chalet bath & BBQ time, ate a lil then fall asleep.. Super tired, woke up ate again then rest.. Aw! My tann hurts la, i have hard time to sleep.. I slept kinda early yesterday night, & i woke up late too.. :D

Bath & packed everything then went to had breakfast with the netballers.. after eating bus to white sand & i bought 1 dress & 1 top.. I'm broke la, tsk! reached home slept all the way tilled evening.. So tired la, bed is like so much comfortable then the mattress i slept during chalet.. Went bath & head to kovan for dinner.. I bought 1 skirt again, mum pay for it.. Asked her pay like want her life la, tsk! Nowadays parents are stingy.. Sigh! Reached home & com, i'm so tired.. My tann hurt like @#$#@#.. I'm so like a lobster now, well have to go back school tmr.. =\

Result is coming out soon, i'm so scared tht i will flunk my test.. I want to go higher nitec want leh.. Sigh! & N say i'm getting heavier now.. Shit i f-king need to lost some weights now, i'm fat.. Sigh! I want netball training, i missed netball training so much la.. & also dragonboat training )= tmr N is going malaysia already, bored to the max )=

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Angry !

I overslept today, suppose to meet elaine @1130am.. In the end i woke up @1115am today, i rush myself & off to school.. Reached school had camp briefing then one kind soul broke my slipper.. Haha! She is so violent, opps! I have difficulties in walking luh, kept hoping around in the end wore nehneh sport shoes which look so weird on me.. Tsk! Went to cotton on straight to bought my slipper, hmm.. Then off to eat with nehneh @mac, I ate mac-wing today )= Fat! Aw.. Went bought my bus concession then the ladies said my ezlink will expire at the end of this month.. Tsk!

Went back home after tht, aw! Ohyes, i went to bought some nail polish (: & i forgotten to buy nail remover =\ after tht force mum to accompany me go hg mall, bought everything i wanted & bought mum her present (= sad to say i can't celebrate her birthday on the actual day, Went take bus next.. & this is where i'm damn angry about, this stupid uncle have got no manners la. Speak cannot speak properly & he was like giving the Wth looks! Whatever, nowadays mens are having PMS this is not the only bus driver i saw who was showing his attitude & also taxi driver. Lol! Well, Reached home painted my nails & it took me ages luh cause i don't know how to paint & it's like so ugly..

& the colour i bought seem so bright & somemore it's red.. tsk! I bought the wrong colour la, now it make my nails look like eh.. I shouldn't have bought this colour so regret buying it lah. Sigh! Oh yes i feel like learning dancing, i think it's cool.. Hmm but I've got no time for it, so fast monday gonna arrive soon.. Haha! But after chalet i need to find job already, think tht receptionist job pay is super low.. So i don't think it's worth it.. Yup any other jobs to intro? Hmm.. I've got so many things to buy lah, need to save money already.. & N birthday is coming :\ What should i get for her ? Aw.. Christmas also luh, Not sure whether cousin is celebrating christmas this year? Tsk! I love celebrating christmas with them cause i love steamboat session.. Hmm!

I'm so bored nowadays, What will my programme be tmr? Sianzx! Boring to the max la, i wanna go out! Hmm, Diediedie my stomach hurts again..


Labels: I so wanna keep you by my side..

Cheers (=

I almost puke after eating all this thanks to elaine tht crazy women!

During ITSC, QQ (=

CE&CC Outing :D

Ruixin,Chenying, Me & QQ

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Chenying & QQ

CE&CC netballers

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RX

Beryl

QQ

Chenying

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Nehneh =D

Aston food =P

Have been rotting @home the whole day, so bored can?

Hmm, Kept doing house chores so tired la.. Die la, i kept eating non-stop & i'm fat now. I gain weight already la. Sigh! My tummy kept giving me problem recently, It hurts like @##$#@!. I don't know what i ate, gosh! Medicine doesn't seems to work at all, kept running to toilet. tsk, Tmr need to go back school for camp briefing.. Have to wake up tmr, I'm so lazy can?

I'm looking forward to next monday netball chalet (= , but nehneh going off to malaysia on wednesday night.. Sian! Aw, hah. nevermind.. Ohyah above are some overdue photo, i kept saying i want to upload but in the end never.. Seens i'm free today i upload all but it took me hell lots of time uploading all this picture. I don't have patient loh, tsk! I wonder how am i gonna celebrate my christmas? Working? Or tonning outside, i don't wana stay at home on the christmas eve eh.. Nonono! i shall see how then.. My stomach still hurts, ahhh.. Fuck!

Labels: I need a warm big hug..