I'm stuck in a dark dark cave, Lead me out from there.

My brain just can't stop thinking, i'm way too sensitive. I always think of the bad points, I'm so disappointed in myself. I suck alot, i'm so useless man! I can't do my part, i didn't go through it with her. I failed to do my part, Fuck! i can't make her happy, I'm so so so useless. kiamin wake up! It's time for you to change for the better, I'm gonna study hard now. But please keep your promise, i scare if i didn't go up to higher nitec then ... Haish! I really don't know what to do? I'm lost, i'm stuck. I want something that can really cheer me up, which is you. I want a hug from you )= sigh! A sudden break down, sigh! I want S&D.. I'm tired of revising my work, i feel like giving up. But i can't, i don't wanna let them down.. Thus i've to study, come on kiamin. Add-oil now, exam is near.. i know i'm not the best, i'm immature. I'm not the one, but i'm trying my best to be there for you when you need me.. )=

I miss them hell lots, I really miss those past. We used to play mahjong, go out & many more. They will always be there for me when i'm down, last time as well as now. Thank girl, i miss your hell lot.. Please plan a meeting date okay? (L)

Orlangers, i miss having training with them. They never failed to make my day, yeap! Bestie, niece & all my best best friends. I love going out with them, lots of unglams & joy will always happen. Haha! Especially that clumsy duckie, ohyeah.. Plan an outing soon, loves!

Yes, this was taken last year netball chalet. It's so fun, we drink & i was drunk. Well, midnight movies. Catching cockroach, laughter & many more.. We played the floor games as well as water bomb. Although there is conflict on that day, but still our friendships will never break apart am i right? Well, sad to say we can't plan chalet this year. Oh i miss netball camp too! Although that camp is so damn pathetic, only few ppl turn up & stay over. Slept inside the staff room, on the hard hard floor somemore! Tsk! but i miss those games we played, Yeah! people inside that picture is busy studying i guess, cause of o'level. Yeap, please pass with flying colour okay! Shall meet up sooooonnnn! Misses.

4 technical 1 chalet, it's a pathetic one i should say? Only 3 girls stay over night, thank to mr cheong he open the chalet for us but he didn't stay over with us. Grh! But the BBQ session was cool la, every people turn up as well as mr azizi & mdm martini include mr cheong also.. I miss those crazy girls in our class, we have been 4 years classmate.. I still rmb i'm not that close with karim & co when i'm in sec 1. tsk! ha, i miss mr cheong teaching us maths. I always sleep in class, what he alway like to do is walk to my table asked me wake up then he will always say "zhu ar shui shui shui" Tsktsktsk! & i love chinese lesson too, mian bao teacher always let us watched Video.. It's either doramon or xi you ji. then she will always tell us about ghost story that happen to her. Aiyoo! So many memory )=

I miss dragonboat training, I miss competition time. Tsk! it's so fun, i wanna play Dragonboat again.. sigh! This was taken hell long time ago. I think 1 year ago i guess haha! Well cool luh, taking that paddle then row here & there. Wooos!

Singapore flyer, whole class went there together. It's cool you know, walking tgt as a class. haha! omg i wanna go flyer again. Especially when night time, it's nice.. & i still rmb mr azizi treat us sweason on that day, he's rich uh..

alright alright, woke up kinda early. I'm so tired, cause i slept late. ate breakfast, thought of doing project but dad nag nag nag asked me faster bath & change then go pray. Tsk! then when i reach bugis there went in to the temple & started praying, I hate people pushing me lah, they are like so kan chiong. & their joss stick thingy drop on me, tsk! Singapore aunties uh, really.... after praying went to eat vegetarian beehoon, kinda delicious! & today is my first time hearing dad he want to eat vegetarian. Walked awhile, then i went home alone as dad & mum going granny place..

Went home do my projects, super rush.. I gonna revise my work later, tsk! i'm so so tired. there is competition tmr, i'm so so nervous. have to wake up super early tmr, yawns! alright gotta go, bye!

IMY!