Yesterday..

Kiamin did something bad, really bad..
Everything happen to be like ... i don't know what either, It just so sudden.. I shouldn't have said such a hush words. But what done can't be undone, I feel so terrble now.. Suck it, I bet this time round we're drifting apart. What happen?! sigh, yesterday @kallang was another inccident. & now it happen another inccident which make me feel so.... Grh!

I feel so emotional in class just now, repeatedly telling myself how much i hated my life.. I've been hearing this song "YESTERDAY" repeatedly, cause there is a reason behind. Well, i made her feel so .. Fuck my fucking mouth, kiamin you suck big time.. I've got no mood to do anything now, Maybe everything she said is what she think. but not me.. I'm lost, i wanted to throw my temper by throwing shots of netball. But sadly, miss regina don't have netball in the stuff room. Broken dream, yeah.. I believe this, " happy on the 1st day, sad on the second day" nothing in this world call "PERFECT". Reddish, swallon eyes. I hate it, make me feel so awful infront of friend. But i can't control my emotional, I'm sorry, really sorry!

I'm trying my very best to change everything, but.. Haish! Things came up to my mind, i've to endure. I'm not gonna fall easily.. People always said happy go lucky, so fake! Lock myself in my room, listening to song.. This feeling of mine feel so sucky, who know? Who cares? no one .. I know i'm nothing.. Yes nothing, i'm happy at the outside, but i'm sad in the inside. I've a weak heart, very weak heart.. Everything was just like a broken dream..


I'm sorry! i may not be the one, i may not be the best.
I know i can't replace her, well..
I'm afraid to lost you, but still i've got no choice.
It can't be force anyway,
I miss everything in the past. those happy moment,
not the sad moment.
Even though what i said now it's useless i know..
I'm sorry.
I love you...