Achieve, Success, Go !

'm so busy working recently, so tired.
I couldn't wake up this morning, morning call from kj & thanks. But in the end i fall back to sleep again, ohwell. I dragged myself to the bathroom, prepared & everything. I always have this thought whenever or before i go to bed. How to become a good leader to groom ppl up, how to success in my life. How to face all those negatives point, peng you men ni men zai na li lei? I'm so afraid to lose everything. So damn afraid, this metal block have been coming up to my head. I wanted to help them. But confidence is the key, no matter how hard i try i always fall in the end. This shows tht i aint strong enough, aint capability to groom ppl. Yes! I aint.

Alot of things comes up to my mind, families, friends, love. My social life went down, I didn't have any spare time to go into relationship, no time to enjoy myself or even play netball. But in order to achieve my dreams i will drop everything aside. But well, every bad things just bumb into me so sudden tilled i don't even know how to handle it. Sometimes i really feel like giving up, yes i really feel like. But what makes me stayed is friends in company, every confidence they give makes me feel tht i cannot make them disappointed. Never ever, at the same time this is just about sport man ship, fight as a team without failed. Once a somebody in the team start giving up the whole team will die.

Never give up is the key, today is cruel, tmr is even cruel the day after tmr will be wonderful, then reason people do not success is b'cos they gave up after tomorrow. well, I'm so not in the mood to work, but i wanted to fight sales. Tell me how to? I also told them i want to become RM, go taiwan with them but i'm not putting in my hard work at all! Sometimes i'm really disappointed in myself ): Sigh! Give me confidence please D: & where are you ? ):

Things turn so so so badly, HELP!!!
Everything is just like a dream, it happen so fast & it gone so suddenly.

Labels: Tell me what make me do so ?!

I hate going compass, reason being. Tons of craps memories!
Sigh~ Screwed my life!

HELP HELP HELP!