It've been 5 days already. ):

imy.

It've been 3 days already ):

If time could rewind, there wouldn't be a word called REGRET ):

I just dislike this feeling ! Wtffff.

Isn't my day,
Got super pissed off & I seriously not in any good mood.
I'm not myself today, Sigh! Screwed myself, Everyone got his/her limit want kkkkk?! Not as if you are living in your own world, You can be yourself. Pls put yourself in other ppl shoes, TOLERANCE exceeded! Damn.

Met up with pri sch mates, it just makes me think of how young am i during tht time. No i shouldnt say is pri sch mates i should say she is my nersary mates? We've lost contact for like 1 year plus i supposed, went bugis with her, pray, walked around. Crowds is what i hate the most, Stuck at bugis frm 1 plus 2 to 7plus 8. Ate & stuff, after tht went find S at bugis. Oreo ice cream with extra oreo again! Aftr tht chomp pang bean curd with gus & s, nice chat afterall. (: But ... sigh~

I just miss pri sch life with no troubles at all,
Nothing is ever easy in life.
Everything got screwed up!
This is so suckie.

Labels: If chances is only given once, treasure it.

Today is my so damn unlucky day i supposed?
I went company, i sat at the coffee shop stonning & thinking what to do..
But well after everything is solve i went to meet up T @hougang point, While i'm on the way H called & my Ezlink card went missing out of sudden. It's like so strange can, i search the whole chair & floor even the side of the chair but it just happen to disappear. Wth will my card gone to? Grh, after i reached point i met T up. Chatted awhile & went to find H, End up i'm stuck @hougang mall alone.. Didn't know what to do & walked around hougang mall super lost, Bus over to women place next. Waited for her with alan & ppl, had apple pie just now. I can't eat anymore, going overshape already. Well I've told women one thing just now, i'm super afraid tht i might go back to my past. Tht awful, stupid & dumb memories seriously ohmy!

God, i just can't imagine how stupid am i? Damn stupid, sigh! lots of things happen, Headache. headache. headache. ): Shag, my pimples & dark eye circle coming out :\ moody moody moody ! I got 1 ITE letter, Saying that Accounting course is full asking me to choose another course. But super damn shag is i can't got into same class or even course with the bitches ): all of them are in the same class, I seriously miss the past where we're studying tgt. Sigh! Time passes so damn fast ):

There is too much things to regret in life...

I just hated this way, but i can't change it.

& my taiwan trip ): sigh!

Sometimes thing just happen to turn out those way which is not what i wanted. But well, how? How can i prevent all such things to happen? Nothing! Sigh, This that those, Who him her she. Gives me hell, gives me hell. I guess my taiwan trip is gonna spoilt already, wouldnt be able to go there. I'm so jelly, i didn't know what to do. Sigh! I decided to put everything aside, not to care so much either. But.. I'm not giving up LFI, I just love going there every night when i got nothing to do. cause... haha! well, there is so much things down there which outside cant gave me at all. Where can find a place with so much fun, freedom & excitment? Work other places only let boss scold this & that, or rather ppl will look down on you! But well, as time goes by. I'm tired of everything, but just not giving up. Sigh! Everything turn out so badly, how i wish time turn back to where i know you at the start. K.L.M ): Is thing changing ?

I don't know what is this called, but i think this is totally bullshit!
I just don't wanna survive in this situation anymore, i'm tired. But how to give up is a thing, i don't wanna give up either. But still sometimes it goes damn smoothly, but sometimes this is just craps. Everytime i'm just so afraid to think about it, yes i'm damn afraid. One day thing goes damn good but one day thing goes damn bad, I don't know what are you thinking either. Nvm, i will let time tells me everything. I'm not gonna care like how i always does, That it.


Deserve the better.
Treasure before it's too late.

Agency seminar, Held last month @ victory theatre.

Orea, Dearest, Kezia & me (=

Yesterday company grouping @SMU, Whole group of us. But not everybody is inside. Having fun inside (=

Team!

Us again (=

Me & leon (:

Playing games :D

Punishment for losing the game, A jug of plain water! Gosh!

Next punishment, Eat a packet of chilli !

Went sentosa yesterday with, Oreo cheehow ahlai & calvin. Super hot days, bought volleyball at sentosa then head to beach! Played & etc, After tht went shower & sit ahlai's car to PS. Went there grabbed some food then head to SMU for grouping, really enjoy myself alot there. Super fun! Laughter & stuff, played damn lots of game & also punishment! Ohwell, stayed in the smu tilled 10 plus i guessed then head to chomp chomp for supper!

After eating head to cine for Kbox, xiaoji abit yesterday. Reached home at 4am, bath & boomz sleep. Woke up at 3plus this afternoon, first time sleep tilled so late. had lunch & head to company. Homed after tht, omg sian i'm thinking how am i supposed to go taiwan ): & imy!

I'm so like a late owl now,
I've dark eye circle. Gosh it look so damn ugly, I reached home late yesterday night. Went for grouping & had an awesome supper @SMP with whole bunch of company people. Super packed, Ate maggie goreng. I guess i'm addicted to tht plate of goreng, well had grouping tilled 2 plus 3. Homed @330am, I loveeee night life. But well, i've to really fight for taiwan trip. But tilled now i'm so jelly!

I so sleeping, i sleep tilled damn late today & i didn't went to meet the bitches I'm sorry i'm just too tired ): I went out @night to Ms, I watched monga today. After tht, ate dinner & head to cine with cliques. While waiting for oreo & co, went to watched movie again ( titans) with some company ppl. Damn nice, for both movies i watched i gave 4/5 (: Head to HK cafe to find oreo & ppl, slacked awhile & cabbed home. Super tired, I got motivated today. Sad for one day happy on the other day, no point sad over something tht is not worth. Yes indeed, & also life is full of obstacles. There will never be straight path in life, so yah! P.T.W. I'm gonna tido already, tmr have to wake up early. Hopefully sentosa is still on (:

Achieve, Success, Go !

'm so busy working recently, so tired.
I couldn't wake up this morning, morning call from kj & thanks. But in the end i fall back to sleep again, ohwell. I dragged myself to the bathroom, prepared & everything. I always have this thought whenever or before i go to bed. How to become a good leader to groom ppl up, how to success in my life. How to face all those negatives point, peng you men ni men zai na li lei? I'm so afraid to lose everything. So damn afraid, this metal block have been coming up to my head. I wanted to help them. But confidence is the key, no matter how hard i try i always fall in the end. This shows tht i aint strong enough, aint capability to groom ppl. Yes! I aint.

Alot of things comes up to my mind, families, friends, love. My social life went down, I didn't have any spare time to go into relationship, no time to enjoy myself or even play netball. But in order to achieve my dreams i will drop everything aside. But well, every bad things just bumb into me so sudden tilled i don't even know how to handle it. Sometimes i really feel like giving up, yes i really feel like. But what makes me stayed is friends in company, every confidence they give makes me feel tht i cannot make them disappointed. Never ever, at the same time this is just about sport man ship, fight as a team without failed. Once a somebody in the team start giving up the whole team will die.

Never give up is the key, today is cruel, tmr is even cruel the day after tmr will be wonderful, then reason people do not success is b'cos they gave up after tomorrow. well, I'm so not in the mood to work, but i wanted to fight sales. Tell me how to? I also told them i want to become RM, go taiwan with them but i'm not putting in my hard work at all! Sometimes i'm really disappointed in myself ): Sigh! Give me confidence please D: & where are you ? ):

Things turn so so so badly, HELP!!!
Everything is just like a dream, it happen so fast & it gone so suddenly.

Labels: Tell me what make me do so ?!

I hate going compass, reason being. Tons of craps memories!
Sigh~ Screwed my life!

HELP HELP HELP!

At time

I wish time could rewind tilled where & when i know you at the starting point.
But i know this wouldn't happen.
How i ever wish tht things could start all overall again,
But nah, i don't think it will happen ever.
Imy!

Is this coincidence only, or fate?
I don't know, how why when is this happening.
Just way too lost. Could things start all over again? )=

I can't wake myself up this morning, super tired.
I dragged myself on bed, snoozing my alarm clock sleeping like nobody business. woke up @810am & i went to prepare for work, Walked to office. Sit down there like a stone, thinking of those invoices is really giving me a bad headache. Every morning i've gotta drink coffee with biscuit, ohwell. One word to describe my feeling, tired!

I do this & that tilled knocked off time, chatting with bitches. Eating snake, & i knocked off. Went plaza sing after tht to find yk & ch. After tht had dinner @mac, filet o fish. Awesome, i sit there rot tilled eunice came. & guess what, i don't know am i counted lucky or unlucky was talking to yk but when i am about to find eunice yeo i spilt my green tea & there goes my dress. Green tea bath, went toilet to clean myself up. Yuck, sticky like heaven.

Dried myself & went to meet up eunice, head to arcade to play basketball. After tht, walked around & meet up zan & oreo @mac. Chat & stuff, after tht went chilled awhile & off to company with oreo & co. Super nice, sit zan's car & there we go zoom to company. Aw well, lots of funny riddles from them. (:

Omg, stopped me from eating oreo with extra oreo ice-cream please. I'm addicted to it, if i continue like this i will grow fatter ):

When opportunities is given, why not treasure them?
Everybody have their dreams i bet,
But how they wanna fulfill it is up to there decision.
Forcing them is not the matter,
It's time to wake up your mind & earn what you want now.
If not it will be too late to do so,
Work hard now, enjoy later. Jiayou!

Labels: I choose to stop thinking about it. I hope i can ):