Saturday, February 27, 2010
Friday, February 26, 2010
Why?
I'm thinking why? I shouldn't bothered much, yes i shouldn't. everything turn out so stupid, what is this. hais! People change real fast, just a 360 degree turn they change to another person. Wthack. I'm so tired, got so upset over those stupid stuff. I think i should just let nature take it course. But i know i can't, I gotta feeling of hais nvm. Damn it man!
Fight!
Alright, yesterday night was awesome. went poly clinic with my darling, after tht she came my house to rot. painted nails & blah, i dozed off on my bed. super sleepy. Bus to JC house, then went over to kovan to eat my dinner. had cheesy chicken baked rice! Nice, but i'm still not satisfied! I wanna eat snow ice, but they closed. Nvm, this time round i finally got to eat my selegie bean curd which i've craved for a very long time! Thanks both of them kay! (:
But who knows after i finished eating my bean curd with rice balls, my phone jam & spoilt. Unlucky, went to slack awhile cabbed to darling place to take spare phone from her. Homed & went bed at 4plus 5. As for today, i rot all the way till evening, prepared & went to company. after finished up my stuff walked to bus stop & both ZW & BP is super annoying, lol! Bus home & i saw 1 girl who also work at mac last time, chat alot. & now i'm dang tired, sleepy! I'm craving for ASTONS & BAR CHO MEE POK. & i'm looking forward to this saturday, nice!
Fight for my dreamm ~
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Damn it!
More @karim phone
Lots of stuff is killing me! I hate it,
I wanna go out at night to chill myself.
Tell me what to do now ?
Teared while i got home, reason being?
alot of bad things happening.
shag, damn shag.
I wanna drink ! ):
Finding one day.
My tann, damn pain! damn red.
But still can see my uneven tann.
Hais! No mood to type further.
Monday, February 22, 2010
If time could rewind.
Cold war with dad, Super moodless. totally ignored him today, tsk! Don't wanna mention further, I still haven plan class BBQ. Jialat! & i ate fries & sundae hot fudge after 8 yesterday, fats! I wanna go suntanning with darling leh, hopefully tmr suntanning is on. & also I wanna catch a movie, it has been so long seen i last watch a movie. ohwell ):
I wanna go morning jogging as well as gyming. I'm getting fatter! ate too much, tmr there will be a steamboat session at mr cheong house with the slackers. Ohno, more fats. & i will give netball training a missed! :\ this month isn't a great month, lot of unhappy stuffs happen especially at the late feb! tsk. & this week will be a very busy week for me, i've no time for my work. like seriously, i miss schooling now ):
Lestie, don't care him anymore luh. Be strong & move on, nothing is perfect in this world. Cheer up alright?
& now then i realise i've been single for half a months, which is a very good thing. haha! there is a good thing & bad thing in single life. but well, endure. Finding someone nice is difficult, good man has been taken. I always put too much hope & love on someone, which is i don't know why either. well, things are hard to say now. I've to endure & overcome every single things, ohyes! Remind me about sentosa, i hide my ring there. very deeply inside the sand, i think the ring is gone anyway. hehe!
Labels: I wish time could rewind & stop.
Unlucky
I make a wish at the wishing well, hopefully it will fulfill soon.
Labels: Nothing is perfect, Everything is impossible.
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Madness
Head to bball court, vent my anger there. super moodless today, almost had conflict with someone. Went find calvin at my house downstair, i didn't know alan was there -.- got a shocked. Chat alot, went back court to find Yz. Mood super down at times, i tear as something happen plus i was listening to tht song. Well, i'm really sorry! sigh. Now i don't know whether everything is fine or not.
Bad day for me, my attitude sucks tons! Ohwell, i'm tired i need a rest. have to go back company tomorrow! sigh. I've alot of things to do! Yes it's alot, imy!
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Rewind
But well, i gain nothing. I don't trust them either, cherish when it's lost. Craps! tearing like mad, for those worthless guy. Finding people out to console me, Yes i always find manfred i remembered. A call & he is there to listen to me, thanks buddy :D I share everything with him, & he said i'm stupid enough to patch back with the worthless guy. Yes i'm indeed stupid lah, but well, it's over. I hated some of my past, but i will never forget something there is once i didn't cherish somebody in my life. 7 months of R/s goes down the drain, all thanks to my stupid conselling. Arghs! I shouldn't think back anw, seens it already past for 1year past.
i misses secondary sch life, i so wanna rewind my past. but i know it's impossible, I miss rowing dragonboat every saturday. Play netball with the girl, & also staying back late to do D&T which is a very stress thing. Mr azizi always called us, but what we do is pon ten! heh, still he is good enough to give us a A for D&T. Kinda miss sleeping in class during maths lesson, & there goes mrcheong saying us a pig! & i'm the only one who flunk my maths! Made cheong disappointed, aw!
I miss studying in ITE too, Always late for lesson. I love study POA & OFC, but i dislike the rest of the subject. Have to memorize lots of notes & stuffs, I miss the fish& chip in school. It's totally Awesome but tht uncle is stingy! tsk. I love drinking fruit juice, water melon with carrot! heh (: But well, i can't go back tht school. Netball training maybe :\ Alot of bad things happen in 2009, really bad. Now it's a brand new year, think i should just focus whatever i have to now. I've got lots of outing to plan, Class BBQ, CE&CC outing, Girls outing. Gosh! & tht lazy bum elaine don't wanna help me out. Tsk!
I wanna drink, drank & drunk again. Humph. Yishan is down, karim too! so am i, reason being ? Sometimes i'm super confused, I aint strong enough to overcome everything. I always told them how to be strong, but i can't apply tht to myself. I'M WEAK! There is 2 choice of love. Should i choose choice 1 or choice 2? Maybe choice 2? sigh! Everything is impossible!
Labels: Miss U!
Friday, February 19, 2010
Sometimes.
Lou hei, then went to see them gamble. super rich of them, painian with boss. who knows he gave us da cai. Zhenwei & i was like wondering how much inside. Both of us are wrong man, I rot at company tilled 2 plus. Bus home & i dozed off, tired! woke up, online awhile & out to meet Leon for dinner :D
CP kopitiam, nice! walked awhile & home, aw! I'm wondering why r/s give so much problem, tanyishan & toh karim ah! Please cheer up lah, haish. Seeing them like this really makes me feel like eh.. aiyah! nevermind, times bring the fate. No rush man, be strong girls! Loves. It's just the matter of time. How i wish i could, but i know i can't. Why guys always like to toy around girls feeling? Seriously damn it. But girls do toy around with guys too, but well seeing 2 of my dear sisters being hurt so much feels like haish. ohwell, i'm scared. really scared!
I kept thinking & thinking, r/s hurts billions of ppl. Ohwell, it's not time yet. How i wish i can find someone sweet man! Boo, i'm thinking too much! Anw, I'm gonna rot at home again. & now i'm missing you! but.. haish!
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Too late to regret.
Too late to learn my lesson, every of my friend got up to higher nitec but i'm the only one who drops off study. I gave up like seriously, i can't play netball with the girls anymore. Superly sad! I wanted to, but i can't. Dropping my passion of netball now, seriously sucks la! ): Gonna miss those fun playing tournament & friendly with them. Now more saddest thing is i can't go malaysia with them Sigh! What's my next plan? Going work (: Arghs!
Tomorrow going back company for lou hei, gonna enjoy myself to the fullest yoh! gotta wake up early, zzz! Tired like mad ):
Labels: Don't say you do,cause i know you don't.
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Photos!
" May I Love You"
It makes me miss someone when i hear this song ):
I sleep & eat the whole of today, so bored & tired. feel so like a pig, & i wanna get my passport replace soon. so troublesome! tsk! alright i'm thinking when can i meet him, sigh! busy man, argh! Miss U ): thursday result of posting will be out, i'm afriad la. Hopefully there is space for me to squeeze in higher nitec ! Humph! I wanna watch movie ):
Labels : Love you, love you, May i love you? Tell me you love me too.
Monday, February 15, 2010
Wait.
第几个100天
It's a damn sad song, but i just love it.
Nothing much happen today, i'm so not in a right mood. Ohwell, nvm.
I hate to rush things, i regreted everytime when i rush something. as in r/s, I'm so dang scared of being hurts once again. ): Silly facts! Alright nevermind, it's a brand new year. I should have erase everything & start anew! :D Alright, but i'm not in a super good now. ): Sigh.
Labels: I'm too over, am i ?
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Nice !
Happy new year eve!
Bathed & cabbed to granny's place, uncle was cooking. My favourite soup, Whole pot ! Wee, Prayed Grandfather, then went to granny's bed to take a nap. Who knows cousins came & their voice is super loud & they woke me up. Sleepy, So not long after i tagged along cousins to seng song to buy smth. He droved us somewhere near AMK then unlucky day, vege sold out. So he droved us to nearby granny's place, Same too! Ohwell, back to granny's house. waited for parents to come back, i started eating with cousins! then dad was got so angry cause i didn't wait for the reunion lunch to start. But 2nd uncle slept tilled so late, I'm so dang hungry couldn't take it! lol, dad pissed me off alot of time whole of today.
after reunion lunch, i went to sleep. Nice finally i can have some peace to sleep. Dang tired, rot at granny's place tilled night! Gosh, Hot like hell! Tell me how to survive tmr! ): I found out tht i ate alot today especially meat balls :P FATS! went amk hub with parent, then home next. Finally my cupboard is packed as well as my com table! Neat (: I threw away some unmemorable stuffs, i found out that it's alot. Whole bag of recycle bags. well, hmmm. Have to wake up early tmr for visiting. Tired! & i've painted my nails to RED :P Hee, I wanna play mahjong & blackjack! Boohoo~ Tht all will update more soon :D
Labels: Missyou!
Friday, February 12, 2010
Fight for what you want now!
Waited for Cab for like 12345 hours, then it's like after so long then finally there is a cab. Went paya labar there, then cabbed home next. Took my nap, woke up watched tv waited for e to come my house there. then bus to n's house, it took us 1hour 30 minutes or rather plusplus to reach there. I'm so fucking hungry, Bus is so fucking packed.
We reached her house immediately eat e's granny wu xiang. Super delicious, it have been like so long seens i last ate tht. Sad tht granny ate vegetarian, if not i still got the chance to eat her dish. Aw! Nevermind. Watched one super funny show, almost dozed off. Finally sl & jt reached. Started our steamboat & woo! My tummy is full of food, nice. Sat @n's house tilled 8 plus then bus home. 74 bus is super cold, aw. & photos are with jt, will upload them soon.
New year coming, yeah! Tmr having reniour lunch @granny's place. Have to wake up early again to help up aunt with the cooking. Boo! & my room is super messy plus my cupboard is full of clothes. Lazing all around, i'm so lazy to pack. Help! Anwanw! I got so irritated, zzz. Nvm i'm going off now. Enough of typing!
Kiamin wanna fight for an RM, jiayou!
Labels: Sigh!
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Fats
I dozed off on the sofa, sleep like hell.
I woke up & i bathed.
I walked to take bus to tampiness,
I meet up elaine ong, then we head to swenson to meet up our motherly teacher & june.
Ahnia is so damn funny, make us laugh like mad.
Ohwell, she order alot of food for us. Got chicken wing, fries, meat balls & I ate Clayfish pasta or something? Super big plate, & i'm thinking now. Consecutive 1,2,3,4 days of eating equally to fats coming back. Picture are in awin's camera will upload them. Walked around tampiness, bought my favourite peach red tea. Shopped around with elaine ong & i bought ear ring. after tht bus home!
I'm so in a baddy mood today, I'm sorry! I almost threw my temper just now, argh. I'm so regret going house salon ): My hair suck like seriously, i'm gonna find tht guy back like realy soon. i couldn't stand any longer. Pissed! haiz, anyway. Things sucks to the core now, like seriously, zzz! There is steamboat session tmr, but have to wake up real early to pray granny! Sigh. Alright i'm off.
Labels: Am i thinking too much?
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Shingz
then head to the sk new swimming pool there, forget what's tht CC called. Went gyming, Run the track & etc. Super tired, sat down & rest tilled he finished his gyming. So after tht we walked to sk for our lunch, Subway! :D
Went home next, Bath & sleep throughout the noon. Didn't go for basketball just now & i got spam. Don't know how many missed calls, sorry guys too sleepy today. Ohwell, I'm tired still. I'm so unsatisfied with my hair ): It doesn't look like rebonding to me & others too. I wanna go back to tht salon next thursday & it's a must. It will be my last time there cause i think my previous rebonding is better then what i'm having now. Zzz ! I love the way he cut my bangs, but i doesn't like the rebonding. His appt have been fully book, tell me how to go visiting with this kinda of hair ! Grh.
Ah i'm bored now, & I'm waiting for your text. Somebody is busy flimming now, hmm. Ohwell, Sian. I'm so confused about something, sigh! imy.
Labels : It's impossible.
Unlucky day!
Walked all the way to ave 8 to take bus 88 to TPY. Zzz the bus so slow, & humans nowadays love to take their own sweet time to get up the bus & i'm like going to be late?! lol, finally after so long i reached TPY. met up elaine & head to NTUC, & guess what. The auntie there very XL lah, i mean the NTUC ppl who is wearing omega clothes. Don't know what wrong with them, Gave us black face. Make us walked here & there like mad, & plus the NTUC is so small. Never gave proper instruction then scold us zzz!
Kana scolded by them thrice. Super DL lah, see their pathetic face. So not in the mood to work, exchange job with elaine. ohwell, boils my blood anw. Don't mention already, waited for 1 finally knocked off. Last day of work & i'll never help Nestle to work again! I still prefer Anlene, tsk! We're so like a betrayer to Anlene la, let see what are the upcoming project tht jason said. hmm, went change & head to orchardcentral, find L awhile then off to cine for our late lunch. After eating head to ion. Photo will be uploaded soon! Next accompany elaine trained to khatib, waited till 6 mrt to dhoby change purple line to meet Ace at buangkok. I'm like playing with train today, zzz! ohwell, sitted there waited for him for don't know how many mintues. -.-
Alright trained to company with him, reached company went for the NDO2 training. Gosh la, i'm like falling asleep while the speaker is talking can. super sleepy, i walked off as he talked so long. Saw ahlai there & thanks man he let me go off first. So rushed home & catched my show u're the man (: ohwell today happen alot of unglam stuff, damn ps! zzz I'm so hungry now, one meal per day niceee! I wanna chiong for RM lei, but i'm so like a jelly now. I wanna go taiwan with the company :\ ohwell, anw posting result is coming out next thursday wish me goodluck ! going back to the hair dresses again, i'm not satisfied with my hair! Grh, so damn tired now. Netball training will resume after new year, sound so sian la! Oh can somebody help me? I'm stuck, so diff to make decision now. This coming friday have steamboat session as well as company movie, Kingkong asked me go company movie, & elaine ask me go for steamboat. How now?! zzz, Clash.
Nvm, shall see. I think i'm gonna grow fat soon, consecutive 3 days of eating tuan yuan fan! buzzz. Vegetarian again, i like! :D Anw i'm gonna knocked off to bed soon, sleepy now! Yawnnn.
Labels: I'm so confuse now ):
Monday, February 8, 2010
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Tired
After justin finished talking, cabbed home with C & co. Reached home at 4am, super tired. Bath & K.o to bed. As for today, i woke up & i'm gonna late for appt. so faster rushed to the hair dresses's house, omg i'm so damn stupid can. Walking around & find the blk, finally reached there. Took damn long then is my turn nah, Lots of people! So i sat there for 5 hours to do my rebonding & stuff. & now my hair is kinda weird, My fring bang don't look like bangs don't know like what la. Ah duh!
Then my phone don't allow me to text msg, then someone angry tht i never reply loh. So petty! haha, went meet karim after my rebonding. Slack awhile, ate & bath. Super hungry la, for the whole pathetic day i only ate one meal -.- went home finally after so long of waiting, got tht person text & call. Kns, scared me. -.- Anwanw! tmr gonna celebrate anna's birthday (: Ohwell, So fast, she's 18 already. When will be my turn ):
Thursday, February 4, 2010
(:
i love this song : May i love you.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Sunburnt
Anyway, went back company last night. Super sick, my voice. Ohwell, work a little then Calvin's cousin drove me home. So reached home around 11 plus & watch u're the man, but i couldn't concentrate. 2 guys emotional broke down, consolling them & is like i don't know what to do. Ohwell. But managed to catch some parts though, went bed at 3plus.
& pathetic mum was shifting the chair around, super noisy. After she stops not long, the man delivered those new sofa in, pathetic shit i woke up by their super loud noise. Tired! They talk so like a loud speaker, woke up online. Went bought my lunch & magazine, I went to buy bubble tea, was deciding what to drink. & the auntie asked me if i wanna try something new, she mixed & i drink so okay loh. I drank it i think it taste nice (: but i don't know what is this called. Ohwell! Alright, going company tonight again. ):
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Pissed @the start.
Got so pissed off by _____ It's like wth. Nevermind, i shouldn't elaborate much. There is rejection so just move on. I'm so tired, cough & flu really kills me ! I'm so hungry now, yesterday only eat one pathetic bread for the whole day. & today i'm starving! I think my metabolism gonna drop soon. Sian, tonight going back company again!
So bored, i wanna find another job soon. Making myself busy, ohwell. How i wish, ah nevermind! sigh, I want change hair style! Gonna do it soon. (: yeappy!
Monday, February 1, 2010
Netballllllll ! Love.
J, S, K.
Niceeee!