I think i shouldn't elaborate much, thinking of staying single is still the best thing. Yes i can do whatever i want, study & netball? Maybe i hope netball can really made my day, wow! I'm really tired of everything that is happening recently, super tired. My brain is so dead, My heart is numb. Sooner or later i'm gonna collapse soon, yes very soon. My time is so clash, exam & stuff. Hmm, well i think that i'm gonna fluck my POA this time round? I've did alot of mistake, ah heart pain thanks to my stupid, lousy brain that can't even memorize the important sentences. Alot of mark fly away, I'm going nut soon.
I'm so bored without netball training, everybody is so busy. Yup very busy, I miss my darling toh kar im la haven't see her for a very long time. I really wonder how is she now, & yes i miss netball chalet too! Having lots of fun playing with the girls, only girl know what girl is thinking. De? Saturday night, dinner with cousins. I don't want to be late this time round if not i'm gonna get scolding? I love my nanny cousins, oh!
Alright last test to go, wish me goodluck BEO! Yup & tuesday is polite netball training, i'm so looking forward to that. Aw i'm so bored & tired now? tell me what should i do? Heh! Ohyes love drinking wine with the netballers, I still remember that time when we are having chalet we bought wine & we played around! Cool love it manzx! aw, i'm gonna have my dinner now. Well, & i suddenly remember no matter what people do change. Yes! i miss slackers too :\
& JY LaoPa is going army tomorrow, wish him all the best & takecare (:
If i can, i will.
Every human have a heart, they have feeling too. Is not you get hurt only, me too. But i don't wish to start all over again, I always thought of the past, I'm very scared already. I don't wish to turn back for my sill mistake,
I'm sorry!
Sometime i feel that i'm a fool, yes a stupid fool. Too easy to trust a person, Too easy to believe in people. There is always this sentences in chinese, "Zhi Ren Zhi Mie Bu Zhi Xin" Means that you see the outer look of that person, But you don't know what is that person thinking. Before you made a mistake, You have to think before you make any suggestion. If you don't, the person who get hurt is you. I'm super tired now, Seriously i can't find a place to breath in a deep breathe. Who knows what am i thinking now? Browse through all the past, I'm really such a fool. Hmm! If i can, i wish to start my life all over again & with no trouble @all. But i think it is impossible, Unless i'm dead. Well, whatever it is think before you do anything.
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