Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Alright, All thanks to you causing me deep trouble.
If you didn't said that to her, you think this will happen. Okay, nevermind i let natural take it course if she really come find me i have to do something. I'm so fuck up, why you came & board the same bus with me & follow me all the way home & make me shout @you at the fucking interchange & my block downstair? You think issit worth it not? I already told you very clearly, Please stop pestering me. I'm fucking annoyed by you, & please my livejournal is not talking about you. Make things clear & don't misunderstood & also Bhb kay?

I'm super angry when i got home, & please stop calling elaine. It's useless, not matter what i won't love you. Get it? I fucking hate you mouth why you go tell your ex saying we quarrel b'cos of her & you scold her slut too? Wtf. Are you a guy not? Scold a girl slut? Fuck la, & also go repair your phone stop msg unneccesary stuff to me kay? Gosh, I really don't want to see you. For god sake go find a better girl like what your friend told me. & yes please get off my life NOW! I mean it now, I don't wish to shout at you infront of so many fucking people like just now. & you fucking grab my sunburn hand. & it's fucking pain.

Fuck okay? Get a life & don't interfere my life, okay i told myself i'll be fine. No worries people, if there is anything happen will let you guys know. Kay, i'm fine (:

Fucking fuck my fucking life.
Tsk! What happen? Why my life gone tilled so freaking bad.
Haish, i feel like crying out. Making my self drunk. Tsk!
Sadded~

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

okay, met nat in the morning.
As usual i'm late, Head to vivo. Then went to giant to bought some food to go sentosa, omg! Today is so damn sunny. & i'm as red as a lobster. Tsk! My arms is so damn pain, hais. Went walked around vivo after our suntening, then bus back to hougang. Nat came over my house to stay over, She is emoing now, lol! okay i'm tired, should be sleeping soon. Night! Will post those unglams picture when i'm super free okay? haha!

Saturday, September 26, 2009

I'm Stoning at home,
My flu still not yet recover. Bad day, I've been rotting & stoning all the while. I've tons of projects to complete yet i don't have the mood. Sucks, I'm super down. I really don't know what to do, had been thinking & listening to music. & music makes me feel so emo, tsk!

I wanna go out, I don't want to rot @home. There is wedding dinner tomorrow night, & tomorrow morning shan & elaine coming my house yeah. I want piercing, I want to go out ton also. I don't want to stay at home. No body to accompany, tsk! I want to see stars & i wanted to enjoy the wind in the middle of the night. Haish!

Okay i don't have any mood to post, bye!


When will my wish come true? ):
Okay 2nd post, i can't get myself to bed.
Reason being, cause i'm lack of something. Yeah something, tsk! I'm tired, but i just cant get myself to bed. Yawns! Yes i'm having flu, & i think my throat is giving me trouble soon. Real soon, I want ton. I want go pub. I wanna Drink. Ohyesh! Sunday yishan & elaine coming my house, Woot i can go piercing with them. Indeed i can enjoy myself too, i needed packed my house if not it's really like rubbish eh. Haha!

I need to stop emoing, I've stuck elsewhere. I don't know where am i either, or even what am i thinking actually. Sucks! Blankbrain. Stoning @home isnt a great one, holidays is ending soon. I dislike that, i hate to go school. I want a longer holi's please, i wanna ton outisde, i wanna play, I wanna enjoy my life. Aiyah! I'm in love with the song call take me to your heart but i don't know what happen to the mixpod.com i can't save my music. Boo!

I've a crush on you
& I miss you nah,
Sigh!

Kiamin want a hug & love ):

Friday, September 25, 2009

I'm back, so so so tired. Yawns!
Yesterday had training, then after training head home to bath & eat. Around evening time, bus to interchange to meet Pikang. I'm later then her, omg. What the shit, so i make her wait. Lol! then bus over to lynn house, omg we manage to find her house eh. Lor Ong Lye, haha! Reached her house @7 plus. Then chatted & play poker card, around 8 plus head to chomp chomp to eat our dinner. & noob us board the wrong bus, alright. It's mushroom who said the bus did go chomp chomp. But indeed the bus went into interchange, heh!

Reached there, ate rice with sting ray, kangkong vegetable & lala! Super delicious, & also a big cup to sugar cane. Heehee! Not long after lynn's boyfriend cousin came, we laugh like hell can. Super funny, LOL! Went cold storage, bought green tea & a kitkat bar. Actually decided to drink at lynn house, but when we reaches her house lynn sudden asked us change then said that we are going to the pub. Ohmymy! We rushed & etc, then sitted lynn's boyfriend car to one pub as it's her friend birthday.

Slacked & stuff, then went into the pub & drank martel. Had lots of fun & laughter I enjoyed it man, played 5 10. & nat drank the most, ohmy i love going there with them. Super fun, after drinking head back to lynn's house as we are tonning at her house. Nat kept vomit like shit, ohmy! She ate & drank alot, & she is damn funny. I shouldn't said if not later she is gonna kill me man. Sent nat to take cabbed @ around 8 plus 9. then head back to lynn's house & chatted with her. Oh, we chatted about our past. Hmm! Love them lots. Woo!

Yeah, Went home when lynn dozed off. My stomach feel so unwell, as well as my flu is irritated. Gosh! reached home, went bed straight as my head is super damn heavy. Wellwell, but i feel like tonning with them again. Time just past too fast, sadded ah! Woke up @6 plus & there is lots of missed called & messages. Damn! I'm so damn tired can, lol! woke up brush teeth & bathed, had chicken rice for my dinner. Tired, hais. I have this feeling, which is very difficult to elaborate. I don't know why also. ahh!

I started to love you sial
tsk, but i think it is impossible nah.
still i will keep those feeling in my heart.
I just don't know how to tell you. ):


more on livejournal
& kiamin shouldn't anyhow beat people.
Kiamin hand is naughty & ithcy.
Chop off~
Kiamin feel so sorry to made her angry on wednesday.
Oppsy!

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Lost Trust

I'm down down down,
Feeling = confuses.

For more info just click here My Livejournal

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

I'm so tired, my legs are super duper numb.
okay, from now on i'll be blogging at my livejornal as well as this blogger.
So any information, you can visit 2 of my blogs. heehee!

Monday, September 21, 2009

Alright i'm super pissed of today,
Reason being? i will elaborate further later.
Early in the afternoon, head to granny's place with parents. Alright it's quite sunny in the afternoon, so reached granny's place i started searching for food. Super hungry, watched uncle & people played mahjong. then head to take an afternoon nap awhile, woke up & watched tv awhile then dozed off on granny's bed. Super tired today i think maybe i slept kinda late yesterday, tsk!

Alright, around evening time head to chee-na town with parents to have our dinner there. Chicken rice, kinda delicious many people queing then mum & i have to wait patiently for the food. Tsk! I love watermelon juice, yummy! Alright i should said i dislike to go hawker centre to have my dinner there, it's so disgusting seeing leftover food & alot of rubbish. & that super cleaner really pissed me off, I don't know how he clean the table & stuff. He just anyhow throw the bowl into the trolley & all the sauce thingy splatted out. & the sit actually can be sitted but end up kana the sauce then can't sit already. Damn him!

Should go try kay? It's really very nice, after eating mum went around finding clothes. when she went inside there is this china auntie serving her, is like what the fuck can her attitude. Nabei! Mum asked her whether can she try on the clothes but that auntie is busy talking to her boss & not listening. What kind of service man, then she kept asking mum to buy this and that. I first time saw a sales girl like her how pathetic, lmao. Suckie attitude, Customer relation ship failed. She should go & have a servicing lesson before she serve customer manz. What a shit!

Went home after walking around, reached home bath then online. Superly tired, & there is training tmr. Shall bed early tonight, & shopping tmr with cliques. Ohman! I love it, hee. Alright, I've alot of things to prepare. Gotta go! Goodnight!

Sunday, September 20, 2009

I know is abit blurish but still can see right? Ha!

Alright i woke up kinda late today, b'cos i slept late yesterday night. Super tiring, Woke up had my breakfast, Noodles & Milo yummy love it. then bathed & prepared, head downstair to wait for aunt's car then off we go to Buona Vista for the longevitology. It's kinda far, went in to a temple or something then registed & stuff. Mum & dad supposed to be helping but end up people helping them, haha! then i went to try it out too? Made my stomach, & i can feel the heat inside my stomach. It's something like Qi Kong, yes! Love it, After Aunties & Uncles had finished the longevitology for people then headed home. Supposed to go granny's place, but end up all very tired so decided to go home.

Took a very long journey from buona vista to hougang, bought myself a chocolate pancake. Damn delicious, Love it! haha, after eating i end up dozing off on the sofa. Slept all the way tilled night time then had my dinner. Yummy! Ohyesh, manfred asked me to play basketball but instead of going play i went out with family. Sorry manfred, next time okay? I'm bored at home tomorrow don't know where to go either, super tired. Should i go play basketball, ahh i don't think i want too cause i don't want to see the people i dislike at the court. I will get super pissed off then happy. Hmm!

Tuesday training in the morning, i hope there will be court game. there is bonding session after that, Wee! & wednesday there is friendly game at kallang, netball throughout the holiday's damn happy. 3 weeks of holiday don't know what to do neh? Gosh! Alright nothing to post already lei, shall go & find something to do le. Goodnight! (:

Peeps! I'm back, Yes went sentosa early in the morning. Met elaine @serangoon mrt station, then head to china town to take the mat from june. & there we go, went cold storage & find nat & enyu. Alright, at first there should be 7 people going sentosa. But end up only 4 of us going, but never mind we still enjoyed ourself. Okay! Firstly we took the train in, when we sat on the mat. ohnonono i should said when i'm on the way to change my clothes it started drizzling, how suckie could it be? After changing, we started to have our bee hoon the rain goes bigger & bigger & suck it, we shifted our things to a shelther. & then it's useless, we are caught under a super big rain. Suppose to be suntening but end up drench, what a day.

Went to the bench & sat down there stonning, ate our beehoon snack & stuffs. Yummy! After eating, the weather became sunny again. So we went out, put the mat again then head to played netball as there is a netball pole. Quite cool lei, played with team mates. We stopped playing when elaine's bro came. then i went to the mat for a short suntening, & it started raining again. What the hack? Shifted our things to the shelther area where we went @first. then rot & eat snacks. Super tiring, As the rain is getting bigger we decided to bath & change into our clothes then head to Vivo for window shopping (:

Ate our dinner @kopitiam, then walked around diaso & head to sky park for our poke game. Super fun! this is what i enjoyed throughout the day, after playing board bus home. A super long ride, & i almost fall asleep. Reached home, bath & com. That's my day, didn't took any nice photo as it is raining. All the unglams photo i shall not upload lahs, okayokay! ohyesh toySrus manager texted me today & asked me to go back store to sign something, what a day i will go down when i'm super free. Super far can?! omg ? okayokay i shall stop here now, goodnight!


Sometime i really hate my life alot, suck it!
I don't want to be back to the past anymore.
too much bad things, tsktsktsk!

Friday, September 18, 2009

Okay latest update,
Hmm went to TPY to do social work today. I really enjoyed myself there, our group helped the auntie to clean her house & so on. Took lots of photo & this is a project work for our group, hehe! Actually i'm quite pity with that aunite, she said her story to us & made me touch really touch. Tsk! Well, our prediction was like the house is super dirty & stuff. But our prediction is super damn wrong, that auntie house was super clean & we only helped to mop the floor, sweep the floor, wash toilet & clean window. Yesh thats our job, lucky i didn't see any big cockroach & stuff. What we saw is only ANTS haha!

I didn't know by doing social work can be so great, haha! love it. took some photo with that Auntie, will upload when i get them from hweeyung (: Hee, alright i think i have to sleep early tonight in order to wake up on time tomorrow. kaykay i shall pack my bag now for sentosa tomorrow :D Byebye!

Wait for me sentosa (:
Hello people,
I'm back to blog again. Training & stuff is making me busy, Yeah! I started to love polite-training more & more already, Yesterday traning was great. But so bored eh, sit there & watched them played court game. Heh! I'm so tired, i lag of sleep eh. Tomorrow going sentosa with netballers, Gonna enjoy tomorrow with elaine, nat, june, bearly, enyu & melinda. I'm gonna take tons of photo tomorrow & upload in my bloggy. haha!

Oh, I want something to to make me happy eh. Hahaha, enjoy with my friend is the best thingy ever. Yes, fried beehoon tomorrow & meeting cliques @8am @vivo. Super early hoh? Yeah lor, in order to have sunten have to sacrified abit. Heeh! Volleyball, Sunten & picnic. Loves! I want to be ten, i wanna ton outside too. Yes holidays coming already, today is the last day of school already. Cool i love it, holiday for 3 weeks. But there is training training training, still i love it nah.

Okay i'm gonna blog when free, my msn can't be used. I've to redownload all over again & my com seem to have something wrong. Stupidest! feel like throwing my com away :(

Monday, September 14, 2009

Stupidest life I've got.

I don't know how to express my feeling now,
Maybe there is some words to express how i feel? SAD, CONFUSED & I'm going nut soon!shopping with nat today after school @bugis street, was a great want? She bought lots of stuff & as for me i bought nothing, Ate & chatted @KPT. Went tamp, find S then home after that. thanks for everything & i know i let you down again, I really don't want to repeat myself. But still thanks alot, much appreciation! Alright, Training starts tmr. Kay thats all, I don't have the mood to blog now, just want to vent my anger here. Bye! :(
I'm always carrying a fake smile, tsk!
I can't afford love now, I don't know why i don't trust guy anymore.
Suck!

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Heyo! I'm back blogging, alright where should i start from?
Hmm, okay rot @home till 3 then bus over to cousin's house. Managed to reach there before 4 cool, Cousin help me do medicure. Hmm, Was still not bad la. Just that the colour look abit like hello kitty haha! Well, Now then i realize actually by helping people do medicure wasnt that easy. You need alot of stuff, yes it's alot. Haha! Not bad la, had a free massage session fron cousin. Hee!

@around 6 plus cousin drove me to quality hotel for buffet dinner, the food there was delicious! I love it, haha hmm. Ate alot actually & my tummy is growing bigger, I love eating the ice cream there but when i scope the ice cream there is this guy who give me a fuck up look. Chey! Maybe is i scoped too much bah. But nothing wrong what, aiyah maybe he jealous that my ice cream scope tilled too nice. hee! lol, Alright have a great dinner with my lovely cousin. Lots of laughter & stuff, but it cost them a bomb la. total bill for 5 people is 112 plus plus. hmm! (:

Thank cousin, after eating cousin thought of eating durian. But all of us are full so decided not to eat already. Cousin drove me home next, thanks alot. Much appreciation! But i'm gonna burst out laugh after hearing the lizard in the car & the driver is screaming & driving @the same time. HOHOHO! Godsis ah, make me laugh like hell la. :D

Alright alright, enough of the crap. Didn't took any picture today, so my blog will be very wordy. Sorry! Heehee, i'm so sleepy shall go to bed early later. Yawns!

Friday, September 11, 2009

School was alright today, Suppose to do shooting in the morning but teacher wasn't in at all. So wasted lor, then head to library with elaine & we rot there watched video. Aw, time past so fast. Hmm, Had lesson & so on then after school we head to AMK hub to have our lunch there. Pepper lunch, super delicious just that i add too much brown honey sauce & that make my rice turn salty, Yuck!

After our meal, we walked around trying dress & so on. Super fun, oh spent money on my shoes & tube. Gosh! I'm broke. haha! Oh yes tmr is the day that i'm looking forward to, yeah! Well, I'm so tired & I'm so lazy too! haha! Hmm, lets see! Okay, finally Ca's left with only 1 paper which is on next thursday? & polite training is going to start soon, I'm so happy. But still i've hurt somebody deeply i should said, But i'm sorry la. Still be friend better then anything right? I only treat friend good, & now is time to have my single life. Great!

Well, seriously speaking everything is really unpredictable. Ahh! kinda stress you see? Having life with many problem & stuff. Who said student wouldn't have any stress eh? haha! Well, walk one step count one step bah. BEG grooming test is coming, & i don't know what to wear eh? Hmm What kind of office wear should i wear? Ah, stupid! I hate that, But i don't want to fail anyway. Omg! Tons of projects to do? How suckie could this be?

My brain is bursting, Having headache now. Suck & my tummy is pain kay, ate too much food just now. & i think those food stuck inside my tummy & it causes jam! Lol, Well what am i talking anyway? Gosh, Stupid. Gonna enjoy tomorrow! Yes, I love going out with cousin. More outing please? & i want families chalet too :\ I miss those time when I'm super young that time all the cousin haven married yet & there is chalet lor. So fun! Aw, that is few years back lahs. Hmm! alright, kiamin gonna stop nagging now (: Bye bye!

Thursday, September 10, 2009

I'm gonna collapse soon.

Yes, alot of things happen today.
I think i shouldn't elaborate much, thinking of staying single is still the best thing. Yes i can do whatever i want, study & netball? Maybe i hope netball can really made my day, wow! I'm really tired of everything that is happening recently, super tired. My brain is so dead, My heart is numb. Sooner or later i'm gonna collapse soon, yes very soon. My time is so clash, exam & stuff. Hmm, well i think that i'm gonna fluck my POA this time round? I've did alot of mistake, ah heart pain thanks to my stupid, lousy brain that can't even memorize the important sentences. Alot of mark fly away, I'm going nut soon.

I'm so bored without netball training, everybody is so busy. Yup very busy, I miss my darling toh kar im la haven't see her for a very long time. I really wonder how is she now, & yes i miss netball chalet too! Having lots of fun playing with the girls, only girl know what girl is thinking. De? Saturday night, dinner with cousins. I don't want to be late this time round if not i'm gonna get scolding? I love my nanny cousins, oh!

Alright last test to go, wish me goodluck BEO! Yup & tuesday is polite netball training, i'm so looking forward to that. Aw i'm so bored & tired now? tell me what should i do? Heh! Ohyes love drinking wine with the netballers, I still remember that time when we are having chalet we bought wine & we played around! Cool love it manzx! aw, i'm gonna have my dinner now. Well, & i suddenly remember no matter what people do change. Yes! i miss slackers too :\

& JY LaoPa is going army tomorrow, wish him all the best & takecare (:

If i can, i will.


Every human have a heart, they have feeling too. Is not you get hurt only, me too. But i don't wish to start all over again, I always thought of the past, I'm very scared already. I don't wish to turn back for my sill mistake,
I'm sorry!
Sometime i feel that i'm a fool, yes a stupid fool. Too easy to trust a person, Too easy to believe in people. There is always this sentences in chinese, "Zhi Ren Zhi Mie Bu Zhi Xin" Means that you see the outer look of that person, But you don't know what is that person thinking. Before you made a mistake, You have to think before you make any suggestion. If you don't, the person who get hurt is you. I'm super tired now, Seriously i can't find a place to breath in a deep breathe. Who knows what am i thinking now? Browse through all the past, I'm really such a fool. Hmm! If i can, i wish to start my life all over again & with no trouble @all. But i think it is impossible, Unless i'm dead. Well, whatever it is think before you do anything.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Confuse, Confused, Confusing

Empty Brain,
Sometimes i really hate my life alot.


Strange,
I guess something is wrong. But still, I will take it as nothing happen. & i shouldn't be blogging here, I should be studying for tomorrow POA CA's. I'm so sleepy anyway, I dozed off while i'm revising. Had a cup of hot coffee & i'm kinda awake now, but still i'm afraid of tomorrow test. I'm scared that what i've study will not be out, but my brain can't seem to get memorize the important part. Gosh! I'm going nut soon, dead. What is the easier way to make me memorize all the important notes, Grh! Feel so irritated, Super confused.

I've ate too much today, & my temper sucks. I hate people to irritates me, suck it! I want netball polite training to start faster, I'm so looking forward to it. I miss training now, so does ELAINE ONG. HAHAHA! I don't wanna rot @home during holi's, hmmm!

okies, lastly i want to say sorry to ES.
Well, I don't meant to alright.
Hope you aint angry luh :\
Tsk!

Okay study time,
Frown, Frowned, Frowning.

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Out of Sudden My Mood Went Down Again,
School was still alright. Was super late for my S&W lesson, & yeap thanks to that tortoise 55. I'm always unlucky to board such a slow bus, wow! Imagine that bus driver really took long time to reached bishan while the other bus driver can take only 35 minutes. Hmm, Suckie! Sort lesson today was still alright, just that i'm super pissed with that teacher who make me don't understand what is she talking about. Gosh! I'm so pissed of that i did that wrong stamping la, yes I'm like shouting here & there like a mad women. heh!

Alright after sort lesson, we have BPF lesson. & I feel like dozing off when teacher is talking about the different insurance, super tired. After school met up with Nat then head to game area while waiting for Miss Regina to come back, Chatting & laughing. Not long after Melinda came, so chat together & when Miss Regina is back from her lunch we when to Gym room & started our excercise. Super tiring, doing all those gym thingy. After doing Nat made us laugh like some mad women, she act like she is Aunty Lucy & the way she talk really can burst out loud luh. Hah! Lucky today i brought the god thingy out, is not i wouldn't be here typing anything but i will ended up in the hospital. Yes i went up the running machine with elaine then i don't know why i suddenly went backwards & i fell off from that pathetic machine, & that running machine is still moving oh gosh. If not my arm will definately broke or rather my fingers, lucky i fell in another direction. Maybe gods help, hmm thanks god! wee, after gym warm down & stuff.

Head to hall & have some games, badminton & basketball. My hand is super numb after playing badminton. Aw! Super tiring, then head home bath & stuff i'm afraid that mum wouldn't met tilled aunt uh as she got no handphone at all, but my prediction is wrong. Hah! Aw, they went for the Qi gong thingy. Hmm, I'm so tired now. I don't have any mood to revise my POA, i need to revise tomorrow. & thursday will be the test already, & yesh as i mention that i'm gonna asked dad for suggestion whether should i quit Toysrus he said definately must. I thought he don't allowed but still a yes from him. Okay i'm gonna sign my resign form, yes no matter how hard i work that pay is super less la. Aw! I can't stand alright, what i want to do now is netball & study that all!

Ohwell, I've tried to measure my weight today. Last time my weight usually will be 51, 50 or 49 but guess what my weight drop tilled 47.7 or something & it's with my shoes on somemore. Hmm! My weight really drop till so jialat ? Aw! but i'm trying to be slim down abit more, especially my tigh? Aw! Alright i need to force myself to study my POA now, wish me goodluck.


I need some motivation D:
Kiamin you gotta study hard & strive for what you want.
Yes!

Monday, September 7, 2009

Heyo!
Kiamin is back.
Aw! BPF test today was still alright, I've a lil confident in myself only. Hmm, blame me for never memorize the writing part area. Aw! Okie, nevermind. Hope i can pass that subject, this coming thursday is POA already. Yet i'm still stoning infront of the computer but not revising my work, i'm too tired la. I only take awhile of nap today, yawns! Tomorrow there will be S&W lesson, which mean i will be excersing again. Gym training tomorrow too? What a busy week, I'll start my revision tomorrow. Hope I'll mean what i said, hah!

Too bad, everybody is super busy now. & also, alot of people change. Yes this is what i realise, but nevermind face it lo. Hah! Study, Exam, Study, Exam. Ohmy! Alright, i think i will be changing my job soon. I'm so tired of working @toyrsus already, i can't stand the working & closing hours. Too long for me, I rather sell clothes or office job then this. Shall asked dad for openent, Yes! Still i'll start finding jobs with clique as school holiday is approaching, but still gotta go training for the coming netball competition. Hmm! Mum said that i'm too skinny already, ah! I've tried so hard to slim down, now want me get fat again? nah, I don't think i will consider of putting on my weight.

Gosh! I need to sleep early tonight, if not i definately wouldn't be able to wake up for tomorrow lesson. heh! Yeahyeah, now Andrea will be my BANANA PIG BESTIE! Hooheehaa :D Cheesy!
Hmm, What now? okay i'm gonna stop blogging already, if not my blog is gonna be too wordy. okies! Goodnight :D

Sunday, September 6, 2009



Yesh, this video is made by mr cheong our dearest math teacher. There is lot of memory which is unforgetable. Love!

Hmm, how should i elaborate my feeling now?
Fuck up?! Paranoid?! Irritated?! Disappointed? Sad?
Ah, i really don't know what wrong with me now. I'm so confused, I can't even have the time to study for tomorrow BPF Ca's i really don't have any mood? After hearing something, I'm so shocked & at the same time I'm angry too? Why can't i have some peace now, I've already told you many time stop messaging me. I feel so annoying can? Grh! Somemore i want to study, can't you understand simple english? Fuck!

Will be very busy with exam, Gym training as well as netball polite training. Training makes perfect. I don't want people to interfere my life la, Roars! Seriously la, some guys are really jerks? Flirt also? Ya, sucks man! Drop all this topic, Sooner or later i will go nut because of this. & also i'm addicted to korean song, I've get alot of korean song from marcus. Thanks(: Yeap it's nice especially the Gee & then BIGBANG-lies, Actually i wanted to change my song want la. But don't know what happen to Mixpod.com. Kao!

What a bad day, I want to buy more dresses leh. It's seems like blog shopping is so troublesome, & also I have not buy the shoes to suit my dresses. & I've recevied cousin text said that they will be having some buffet steamboat @some hotel :\ Yes, I hope it's still on. I'm so looking forward to it. Yeah! & also I want no trouble from anything la, It make my brain burst can? Hais! So tired, I can't even have any good rest. I fucking ignore your message already, why can't you stop message me & leave me alone. You make me fucking Pissed off & hate you did you know. Ma de!
!@#@$@

._____.
I'm so pissed off now la, tonight parents will be going out to have some event. & i'll be alone @home, super shag! I need to study for tomorrow test, But i can't i got so irritated! Fuck la!

Friday, September 4, 2009

Met up Yishan & co in the morning @j8, then head to NTUC & bought some tibits. Aftermath, we headed to mac & have our breakfast. & next to school for our lesson, skipped lunch today ): Super hungry, & yes my lunch is only tibits :\

Before going SAF, We're rotting in class taking lot of photo. Actually not alot la (: Today lesson only 1 hour, so i enjoyed it. Teacher go through test paper, & I didn't get a good mark. Aw, Messaged with Dino today, Hmm funny him. He almost kana accident outside bishan ite, Lucky his worker ask him to stop the car uh :\ Well, After that waited for the bus then head to jurong SAF. Kinda bored actually, the sun is super duper hot there. & i'm perspired like hell, what i only enjoyed there is the last part where they attacked the enemy. Sadly i can't flim the intresting part as my handphone memory is low, well. After the show, we walked a super long journey to where we alight at first. I can said that the place is super big, Head back to school & homed. I'm so tired, will be meeting clique tomorrow. & yes, I'm tired now i think i shall sleep early tonight. Below are the pictures we took before going SAF, Enjoy :D


Me & lestie


Hweeyung & elaine



Lestie & me


Elaine is taller then me ):


Oh now i'm taller then her, haha :D


Piggyback :D


Elaine wanted to play boxing with me :D


Lestie & hweeyung


Hweeyung & me :D


Hweeyung & elaine


Them again, haha!


Elaine ong


ee ling (:

Girls (:


Lestie (:

& the video

Thursday, September 3, 2009

I need sometimes to refresh myself, alot of thing happen this few days.
But i shouldn't elaborate much, I've make myself clear for every single words i've told you. If you can't understand whats the meaning then what you want me to do? Speak in malay? Aw! Frankling speaking, i've given you alot of chances. I kept remind you to change change change but what you gave at last? False hope? Hah! I maybe soft hearted last time, but i'm not going to be soft hearted ever again. Yes never ever, what you gave is always attitude. After that what will happen next break? then few days later patch back again?

Please, What kind of life are you giving me in the past? Whenever chances are given to you, you kept take it forgranted? I'm sorry i don't need this type of life anymore, eventually i'm sick & tired of everything in the past. I wanted to start my new life now, having all my friends around me. Well, you called me & said those word just to make me go back to you? Hah ! in the past i will, but not now. You said people are blaming you now, wow! it's too late, now then you realize your mistake? hah! Stop doing silly things okay, & i'll never drop any single tears for you. It's already over, you need time to forget everything. Thanks for the past, & i hope you can pestered me no more. We're just friend kay?

7 months of relationship is over, i'm starting to let everything go. & yes, i need time too. I want to go for a walk along the beach, i hope i will feel better after that? Hmm, & i am craving for jalan kayu prata. Shall ask shan & co to go there eat one day :D Saturday will be going yishan house, & i'm gonna buy some dresses from blogshop =\ Hope i will get the dresses i want =D Hmmm! It's study time, but I've got no mood to study. Feel so terrible, Maybe i should look at the bright side. & yes, I want to see star & enjoy the wind @night. If i'm lucky i may see shooting star too? Oh i'm thinking too much, it's hard to see it in singapore. Hah!


What done, can't be undone.
Forget everything & start a refresh (=
Kiamin, you can do it.
I need some motivation D=

Oh i shouldn't be so stupid today, Shooting under the hot sun. Standing barefooter on the hot ground, now my feet is super pain la. My skin is too thin already, sucks! I hate it la, Tomorrow have to go SAF open house. Shag! )=

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

I need time to forget every single things, Yeap!
I'll treasure evey single things in my life,
I'll recover soon. This need time, I want happiness.
Well, BPF Ca's on monday. I need to buck up now,
there is certain things i want to say out. but, i think
I shall kept it inside my heart. Hah!

Smile is what i need now, Well. I shouldn't be blogging,
as there is POA test tomorrow. When can i have my
happiness ? Aw! It's hard, What done can't be undone.
We remain as friend it'll be better, I'm tired of every
single things. Still I will treasure things around me, Yes
Saturday maybe going yishan house to revise BPF. I'm
Afraid that i flunk all my subjects ):

I feel like eating jalan kayu prata, it have been long seen
i last went there. Anyone is kind to tag along with me? :D
Hah! I miss the prata there, Aw! Well, I don't need anything
from you. Neither do i want you to control my life, All i need
is to be alone. Hmm! This coming friday we'll be going the
army open house, but heard from them it's quite boring.
Ahh! I haven finished doing my homework ): & I'm addicted
to photohunt on FB already, I need to stop playing & study
now. Alright, I shall stop here. Night!


I know everything is impossible ):
Sad eh D:

Tuesday, September 1, 2009


Vincci ("


Janice (:


Black Loo Loo


Tan ni ni


LooLoo


Black (:


Vin


Bestie :D


Bestie, me, LooLoo


ZQ, me, Bestie


ZQ, me & Black


Seniors


CamWhoring


Blur


Alright Thats all for yesterday photo, Hee!
:D
Mocha coffee doesn't keep me awake, unfortunately i fell asleep when i'm revising my work. I wonder what about andrea, does she feel awake after drinking or she fell asleep too?

Hah, Alright few days back I've ask dad this question. Why uncle sur name is see & your sur name is seet ? He replied to me said that last time the people write wrongly & they put one extra 'T' behind i was like huh? Is that possible not ? He say if he were to change sur name they still need to hire lawyer & stuff & it cost alot of money, they aint so rich in the past noh. So my surname happen to be 'SEET' then 'SEE' still i prefer to my surname to be 'See' loh. Sucks!

So stupid right? Hmmm, My hand are so numb now. I slept late yesterday night, @around 3 yet i still can wake up so early @9 plus. this is my first time kay :D Had been revising POA yesterday & today. I'm going nut soon, I can't even memorize those key words lah. I'm so stupid, well I'm bored now tell me what to do? I don't feel like sleeping now, though the weather is super nice now :\ Hmmm! Ohwell, I'm super angry yesterday night can? Yishan should know what happen, that guy really pissed me off? I don't want a stupidest people to control my life, Shoo~

I want a smile, not a frown :(
I know it's impossible that i could smile happily like before.
Ahhh, I want play netball. 2 week of break, without netball training i do feel bored lahs D: