Wednesday, March 31, 2010

I MISS NETBALL TRAINING,
I MISS ALL MY BFF'S,
I MISS GOING TO SCHOOL EVERY WEEKDAYS & STUDYING WITH MY BITCHES.
I MISS WEARING UNIFORM,
I MISS GOING OUT WITH ORLANGERS.

I Miss EVERY SINGLE MOMENT i spent with my cliques, Seriously time flies.
How i wish i could go back to bishan ITE & study again,
B'cos of my morning job i gave everything a missed.
I Lefted mum at home alone, I then realise that it've been super long seen i last went out with her & daddy. ): I'm sorry! I just wish to earn more money & bring them overseas.
But well, this is tough.

I wish I've a car now, & also a licence.
I miss tournament period, I think i suck in netball now. Sigh!
I always think of those awful moments, it's suckie thought.
I miss those laughter i always have when i'm with my cliques.
I hate myself sometimes like seriously.
Life is full of regrets,
I misses the time i go pub to celebrate karim birthday.
But now, I don't know what happen.
Everything got screwed up after sometimes,
Damn, Sometimes i really hope tht time could rewind back to my past happiness.
But No, life is all depends on fate.

Labels: I know this will never happen.

Stress, Fight, Endure!

I've been working nowadays, I dislike my morning job. But i always look forward to my night part time work, Cause there is so much fun & laughter. I always looking forward to grouping session, nice! Ohwell, There is somebody who told me this " today is cruel, tomorrow will be more cruel, the day after tomorrow will be wonderful" Quite true though, but who will always be by your side & fight together with you along this path? People are skeptical nowadays, Yes they are VERY SKEPTICAL. People always wanna enjoy life, but never thought of what they want in future. Or i can say they are not mentally prepare, Confidence is all what they need.

I always face obstacles, But tht is what god gave. God want us to overcome every obstacles by ourself, It's a tough fight. But what to do? Life still goes on, You can forget about time, You can forget about love, But one thing you can never ever forget is what you wanna achieve. If you dare to dream big, there is a way to fulfill it. Best friends will always be there to fight together with you no matter how tough it is (: But well, I will never forget all my besties (:

I'm down with fever last night, i gave work a missed today. I went Ms to find Ch, ahlai, yk. But i didnt know tht Lz is there, well. Singapore is so small, I got so pissed, so down, so disappointed I always feel like giving up, but i know i can't. Things will always come natuarally, yes it does. Sometime only, I ate orea ice-cream with extra oreo to make myself happy. Lol, I've never know tht this kind of things happen. But there is always rejection, & i hate to be misunderstood. Why? i don't feel like elaborate any further, damn it!

sometimes things got so screwed up, as tht is not what you wish. But well, Nothing is perfect in this world. There will always be bad things happen before good things come (= Fight through this war, Take off your SKEPTICAL mindset & you will see success in you life. You will never know when this day come, but just fight for it! If you are willing to learn, willing to commit your time, Have the confidence to fight you will sure see success in the future. Hard works pay!

Damn still gotta work tmr morning, i Hate invoices alot la!

You're Weird, yes you!

I'm addicted to this song: Gao xiao & di ji ge yi bai tian!

SCREW MY LIFE!

Thursday, March 25, 2010

I'm so busy recently, work & stuffs. For the sake of my taiwan, sigh! Hmm, alright sometimes i feels something really weird. I don't know how to elaborate this feeling, but it just suck to the core. I don't know what is this, damn! I feel so sleepy, Everyday waking up early. Working till late night, Tired. But i just love night time, i love my company. Ohwell, Thing got so screwed up. Bad, really bad. I seriously dislike this feeling. Sigh! Why why why? Tell me why is this so ? It's like sometimes good, sometimes really bad. Damn!

Labels: Working hard for the opportunities.