Life ain't perfect

It happen to be so coincidence that we wore grey tgt.

I look fat in this picture.

Sometime you just gotta envy on what ppl used to have but not you, Life Ain't That Perfect .

I did wish that mummy will be there for me like how she used to be, When i fell and my head started bleeding she will be there hugging me & started tearing and tell me that she is sorry for not taking good care of me. Mummy had a miserable life ever since i am young, she have to take care of grandma when grandma kept falling down and can't even walked. I know she is tired, doing all those things repeatedly. I hate it, hate to see her feeling so miserable.

Even thought i am not her blood daughter, i still thanks them for treating me so good. Sometime when i think of her i will started to tear. Am always praying that she will be fine, she will be back to how she used to be. Just ever since grandma is dead, she have became someone else. Have tried to ask many gods about her situation, but it seems like she just recover for awhile after that she will be someone else again. WHY? Super upset, Yah maybe my life meant to be like this? She brought me over to singapore if not i could have died in indonasia? Idk either, Am i counted fortunate or?

I am envy, envy on what ppl have but not me. I did wished to have someone who can really dote me alot alot. Am i asking too much? perhaps, yes? i told myself i am the only child, how am i gonna support my family? Seriously headache. Sometimes i really think that, i might not have any close friend. But i just need some of them will do, I wished that i am 21 so i can have more freedom to travel around with friends. And last but not least i want a husband that dote me alot next time, i may have a lot of "tiao jian" but still if the only one can meet half of them will do. Aiyah, i know is impossible.

Last but not least, i want to have a collection of domokun (: Only this cute bear can make me happy & jump around with joy.

2 days 1 night chalet at costa sand

Alright, I am back from the chalet. Let's talk about yesterday. Went to henry's chalet and helped py to prepare the food for BBQ. After when all his friends came we started BBQ-ing.

Ate not much food but hotdogs, waited for Xiao hong and Shan to come down. Chat with them. Bf playing mj with those unknowns, super scary though. His tiles isn't really that good plus they playing 3-6.

Lucky he only play one pok if not must scold him already. so jf went to play after that, after they finished playing we went to play bowling! Before going in bf want Mac cafe so went to buy and didn't know the one who is serving us manfred's friend kinda coincidence though.

Went to play two rounds of bowling at e-hub then back to chalet for shower. Super crowded lah, and they played mj throughout the night. Check out the next morning, had lunch at Mac then went to coffee shop to wait for bf friend's friend to come.

I am so tired till I can just dozed off on the coffee shop table while they are talking about NS stuff. Went home after that, didn't acc bf for his haircut. Super sorry, but afterall I did enjoy myself lah (:

Weekend coming

The cute one :D Love them so much!

Beautiful Gene (:

Left Side : Gene & her lil bro

Right Side: Our Favourite Grandma who dote us alot alot :D

Weekend is coming,

like finally? Oh yah, Talked about yesterday.

there is this Ang Mo Auditor who came to our company & spot check our work.

i'd wish he be my godfather. (LOL just kidding )

So after the auditor left, headed to queensway for lunch

together with my 2 colleagues. Went back just right on time,

SO after i came back there is a lot of work waiting for me to do.

then, when the clock strike 6pm all prepared to go home,

so i went to bugis to find boyf. Went to buy henry's birthday gift &

tmr we are going for his chalet/BBQ. Had Fish soup beehoon for dinner, after dinner

went bugis street to get fruit juice, then shopped around & head to had ice cream

at venezia, Boyf treat. Had Tadoufu ( Misses the time where i first had this Takashimaya tgt with my cousin.)

Damn Awesome ttm, after eating head back to hougang to find danny and then went back home next. As for today, maybe i should get PIE KIA after work later. Super craved for that, alright will be back to blog again (: