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Okay, sorry for neglecting my blog for so many weeks/days. Reason being i've been busy working, & also when i got home it's time for me to bed in order to get my ass to work early. Hmm talk about work, time pass so fast? I've been in that company for 1 month already, but no big deal lah. First time attending company meeting, first experience.... nothing much but i keep falling asleep while boss & hp boss are talking. heh!

pay slip have sent through email, as in this month pay slip. CPF deduction 20% of it, hah! Alot right? But it's good for our future though, i've been trying really hard to save money. But seems like i always failed to do it. As you know i keep spending money & etc.. seriously hard to control, most of the money i spend on FOOD. Good or bad? i told myself i want to save money to buy an iphone 4 this month, BUT look at my pay? Look at my family condition now? how to buy? big sigh! I'd wish everything can be over asap, I can't tolerate any longer. I've been going through this thing since grandma pass away. 5 years? tougher things that ever happen in my whole 19 years of my life.

I think i will have hard time buying phone & going overseas this coming year end. I wanted to go macau that bad. Enjoying myself, enjoying the cooling weather there, shop around. rather then seeing bugis street, orchard. all the towns area, awww i super envy those ppl who keep travelling, i'm waiting for my turn to come! but it's like i'm gonna wait till? I don't know when..

there are many country i wanted to go like exp, taiwan, USA, australia & etc... Time flies i'm 19 this year. gonna reach 20 years old next year.. Find myself super old now, if only my time is still in primary will that be good or bad? Tsk, alright drop all this topic.

What goes around comes around, just hated my life so much when i'm in pri 1. yes, i hate that moment that is the year i will never forget. 1999 ( this is the year) what to do? There will always be up & down in life, aijehhhh. I think i shall stop typing alrdy, my finger is rotting soon. -__-

Exhausted

I've nothing much to say neither do i need to explain that much. i've told everything to you clearly, Everything lies on me okay? I don't have time for myself neither do i've time for you, yes so what if i'm being selfish. I realize you're so much similar to my ex, yes so MUCH. You said you've changed? Nah i don't think you did, this is just by saying? hah, noted. Ohwell, sometime you gotta understand girls abit more lah, perhaps i think i'm too rushed into this relationship. both of us don't even know well each other, this is the very wrong move we've start at first. So afterall it causes so much hurts, whatever it is. Whatever you want to say go ahead, i don't wanna give a damn anymore. whatever things you did is casuing me to hate you even more, immatureness. Blame myself, for going into this relationship too early. It's too late to say all those.

Anyway, i just wished you could find another 1000 times better girl then me alright. i'm tired. really tired, please don't come my place anymore. i'm not worth for you to do this. Perhaps you should listen to the advise that your friends have given you. they're always right. I'd wish you can stop everything now & go on with your life. Whats more, I gotta tell you i hate irritation, the more you text me the more i'll hate you more. i don't want to but, if you choose this path don't blame me for being wicked. & pls don't stop whatever now & move on alright, there isnt a need to explain why my feeling have faded too. & many more. I don't want to elaborate any further.

Takecare then!

Sometime you gotta know this, different shape who is really your true friends.

Different shape whether they're worth to be your friends,

different shape if they really treat you as their friends. Sometimes, some ppl can behave damn childishly till you can get pissed off. Ohwell friends do come & go, there is no FOREVER in friendship's dictionary. Be smart, some ppl tends to be v fuck up . & some ppl not even worth to be treated good, will there be karma strikes back to them? I bet so, Seriously, i had enough sometimes. You're selfish, really selfish. You only thought of yourself but not ppl around you, c'mon when can you treat ppl nicely? I bet you will never be, bastards. PLS THINK OF OTHERS OKAY, YOU'RE OLD ENOUGH TO THINK. MOTHERFUCKER.