world is changing,
everything ain't the same anymore.
But i'm praying that mommy will be who she used to be in the past.
The one who always doted me, the one who always protect me whenever dad scolded me & the one who will always care & never scold me whenever i'm at fault. But now things change, i'm kind of disappointed. I don't know what wrong with her, yes something is wrong with her. she just don't seems to be herself anymore ): I feel kind of sad b'cos his brother & father left her here with granny alone. & when granny is sick she gotta takecare of her, now granny have gone to a very far places & now she only with me & dad! How sad, mum's side relative are all useless bitches. Hate them max, kind of pity mum she never had a peace & good life before. After granny left this world she suffer alot, yes alot! heartbreak, but i dislike how mum scold me nowadays! Super dislike, something must be bothering her much. I wish i could help her, but how to? ): Is this fated? Am so stress seeing mum like this & that causes dad to stress over her too. Big sighed, tell me what should i do now ? D:

know what,
due to the ITE sever down these days i couldn't apply jan intake higher nitec. Suay or what, now the application closed & i've to wait tilled 30 jan! What if the appeal unsuccessful? Worries worries worries & so much to worries about. If it so i should go take pastry & baking at CCK ITE instead. Well please, letme in these time. I don't wanna zhou bo already, i can study & go work as well. Please god please letme in these time. Argh!

Just because my eyes don't tear, doesn't mean my heart wouldn't cry.

Just because i came off as strong, doesn't mean there is nothing wrong