I lost the trust on you
tell me how to gain it back?
Certain things i can't let go.
Falling for a person is easy, letting go is difficult.
I don't know what happen recently,
everything seems changing.
Plus i don't know why i kept waiting for your calls
& i know you wouldn't call me at all.
Some things are to be kept, somethings are to be thrown.
I don't know what you are doing, i really don't know.
What is true & what is fake?
I hate you treating me on/off.
You can be nice, you can be evil.
You make me fall, & you just go.
You are good at the start, but you are bad at the ending.
Everything you does it hurts deeply.
I'm trying to be strong, but i'm still weak.
Letting go is difficult ):

i think having a driving licence is cool, Sister drove me to eat dou hua today (: & she drove me home after tht, we've some Htht. thanks sister <3 Then after finished everything went home & have my shower, i seriously don't know what are human thinking. I hate mind game, all the while this is just a childish game tht human are playing. "Feeling" Who knows will this hurt the opposition party? Get this clear, wake up your idea. Humph.

Not much time left, i seriously got no time. & i wanted to play netball so badly, i miss studying life. I don't know why when i'm working i miss studying, when i'm studying i miss working. Tsk. sometimes i gotta be nasty abit, Life is complicated everything is fill with ups & down we can't really predict what will happen tmr, good or bad we doesn't know. & family stuff is going to flood my brain, i wonder when can this thing stop. in life there is always good & bad, sigh!

Ohyeah, i just love going gym! But i dislike muscle ache, damn bitch can?
I NEED TO BE CAREFUL!

Once agn i'm a stupid.
Ohwell too many things happen recently, i think this 6/7 month i'm really really sua enough! sigh, i gotta say you're sucha "bitch" heheh, but well i TOLD MYSELF I'M GONNA BE HAPPY/STRONG w/o YOU! fuck off (:

& I'm too soft-hearted, too easy to trust somebody! but get this clear, you climb over my head you will get your fucking retribution soon. Plus super hate myself for regretting one thing in my life, super regret.. Sigh! but well, things just happened like this i'm so lost. Emotional broke dwn, but i told myself i gotta be strong to overcome everything! I miss TBC ): nvm.. Regret is one thing, emotional control is another, still i'm vvvvv HAPPY!! You fucking make me xiaoji & you spoiled everything in my life, thanks so much "bitch". chillchillchill i'm so down tilled i went to msg my oreo & natsoh! & i've a secret partner now :D anwanw! thanks peeps, doing mask is so so so cooling & relaxing, & i fucking wanna get rid of my big & stupid pimples plus my oily face! gotta go grab some sleep soon :D


Label: I told myself i gotta be strong, you sucks tons!