'm so busy working recently, so tired.
I couldn't wake up this morning, morning call from kj & thanks. But in the end i fall back to sleep again, ohwell. I dragged myself to the bathroom, prepared & everything. I always have this thought whenever or before i go to bed. How to become a good leader to groom ppl up, how to success in my life. How to face all those negatives point, peng you men ni men zai na li lei? I'm so afraid to lose everything. So damn afraid, this metal block have been coming up to my head. I wanted to help them. But confidence is the key, no matter how hard i try i always fall in the end. This shows tht i aint strong enough, aint capability to groom ppl. Yes! I aint.
Alot of things comes up to my mind, families, friends, love. My social life went down, I didn't have any spare time to go into relationship, no time to enjoy myself or even play netball. But in order to achieve my dreams i will drop everything aside. But well, every bad things just bumb into me so sudden tilled i don't even know how to handle it. Sometimes i really feel like giving up, yes i really feel like. But what makes me stayed is friends in company, every confidence they give makes me feel tht i cannot make them disappointed. Never ever, at the same time this is just about sport man ship, fight as a team without failed. Once a somebody in the team start giving up the whole team will die.
Never give up is the key, today is cruel, tmr is even cruel the day after tmr will be wonderful, then reason people do not success is b'cos they gave up after tomorrow. well, I'm so not in the mood to work, but i wanted to fight sales. Tell me how to? I also told them i want to become RM, go taiwan with them but i'm not putting in my hard work at all! Sometimes i'm really disappointed in myself ): Sigh! Give me confidence please D: & where are you ? ):
Things turn so so so badly, HELP!!!
Everything is just like a dream, it happen so fast & it gone so suddenly.
Labels: Tell me what make me do so ?!
I hate going compass, reason being. Tons of craps memories!
Sigh~ Screwed my life!
HELP HELP HELP!
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Friday, April 2, 2010
At time
I wish time could rewind tilled where & when i know you at the starting point.
But i know this wouldn't happen.
How i ever wish tht things could start all overall again,
But nah, i don't think it will happen ever.
Imy!
Is this coincidence only, or fate?
I don't know, how why when is this happening.
Just way too lost. Could things start all over again? )=
But i know this wouldn't happen.
How i ever wish tht things could start all overall again,
But nah, i don't think it will happen ever.
Imy!
Is this coincidence only, or fate?
I don't know, how why when is this happening.
Just way too lost. Could things start all over again? )=
I can't wake myself up this morning, super tired.
I dragged myself on bed, snoozing my alarm clock sleeping like nobody business. woke up @810am & i went to prepare for work, Walked to office. Sit down there like a stone, thinking of those invoices is really giving me a bad headache. Every morning i've gotta drink coffee with biscuit, ohwell. One word to describe my feeling, tired!
I do this & that tilled knocked off time, chatting with bitches. Eating snake, & i knocked off. Went plaza sing after tht to find yk & ch. After tht had dinner @mac, filet o fish. Awesome, i sit there rot tilled eunice came. & guess what, i don't know am i counted lucky or unlucky was talking to yk but when i am about to find eunice yeo i spilt my green tea & there goes my dress. Green tea bath, went toilet to clean myself up. Yuck, sticky like heaven.
Dried myself & went to meet up eunice, head to arcade to play basketball. After tht, walked around & meet up zan & oreo @mac. Chat & stuff, after tht went chilled awhile & off to company with oreo & co. Super nice, sit zan's car & there we go zoom to company. Aw well, lots of funny riddles from them. (:
Omg, stopped me from eating oreo with extra oreo ice-cream please. I'm addicted to it, if i continue like this i will grow fatter ):
When opportunities is given, why not treasure them?
Everybody have their dreams i bet,
But how they wanna fulfill it is up to there decision.
Forcing them is not the matter,
It's time to wake up your mind & earn what you want now.
If not it will be too late to do so,
Work hard now, enjoy later. Jiayou!
Labels: I choose to stop thinking about it. I hope i can ):
I dragged myself on bed, snoozing my alarm clock sleeping like nobody business. woke up @810am & i went to prepare for work, Walked to office. Sit down there like a stone, thinking of those invoices is really giving me a bad headache. Every morning i've gotta drink coffee with biscuit, ohwell. One word to describe my feeling, tired!
I do this & that tilled knocked off time, chatting with bitches. Eating snake, & i knocked off. Went plaza sing after tht to find yk & ch. After tht had dinner @mac, filet o fish. Awesome, i sit there rot tilled eunice came. & guess what, i don't know am i counted lucky or unlucky was talking to yk but when i am about to find eunice yeo i spilt my green tea & there goes my dress. Green tea bath, went toilet to clean myself up. Yuck, sticky like heaven.
Dried myself & went to meet up eunice, head to arcade to play basketball. After tht, walked around & meet up zan & oreo @mac. Chat & stuff, after tht went chilled awhile & off to company with oreo & co. Super nice, sit zan's car & there we go zoom to company. Aw well, lots of funny riddles from them. (:
Omg, stopped me from eating oreo with extra oreo ice-cream please. I'm addicted to it, if i continue like this i will grow fatter ):
When opportunities is given, why not treasure them?
Everybody have their dreams i bet,
But how they wanna fulfill it is up to there decision.
Forcing them is not the matter,
It's time to wake up your mind & earn what you want now.
If not it will be too late to do so,
Work hard now, enjoy later. Jiayou!
Labels: I choose to stop thinking about it. I hope i can ):
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