Okay at this time i'm suppose to be sleeping, but i just want to update alittle.
So these few days life is like a bullshit to me, yes super shitty. everything turn out to be so sucky, ohwell. I hope it'll get better after new year, i really hope. Hmm, It's so difficult to find job. Yes cause every job they needed temp workers for 5 months plus & so on, but i've apply for my higher nitec. & the result will be out on the 15 feb, i hope i will be able to get in. But i know the chances are super low, so i doubt i will get in. sighed~

Time flies & New year is coming, oh i mean rabbit year is coming but i don't feel any new year mood this year. I don't know why either, life is really unpredictable so much things happen. I'm so disappointed with 3rd uncle now. Seriously! Let drop that topic.

I think braces is cool eh, i feel like putting it. Maybe when i get a full time job, i shall go check out the prices & etc. Cause my teeth not really very straight, sigh! I just love seeing people with braces Cooooool max~

K-boxing with my awesome girlfriends, well it've been a vvv long time since i meet them out. I think the last day i saw them was jan 2010 or something, is either they're busy with school or i'm busy with work. But just few weeks back i managed to do some catch up with them, & we went kbox at marina square. the admission fees is only 6nett that day, but sadly we only get to sing for like 2 hours. So the funniest thing is while hweeyung & yishan are busy choosing their song, elaine, bella & me keep on eating the snacks. hah!

P/S: The photos are not in order.

pretty elaine.o

Elaine!

Mango yogurt drink, I love this drink to the max. Feel like drinking it now though.

Self-timer.

Do some camwhore while others is Q-ing for ladies.

Bella.

I did mention we almost finished up the whole bowl of snacks right? yes is the three of us.

Yes hweeyung is finally inside the photo.

Elaine love doing this whenever she take pic!

& Yishan is in the photo with us.

Bella the cute one!

My camwhore partner & not to forget my toilet partner as well.

When singing session is over, we head over to bugis for our dinner. Ajisen ramen, supposed to get KOI that day as well as durian pancake but we're all full to the max. so we drop the idea of buying Koi & pancake, Head to shopping next. Walked around & topshop is having sales that day but i didn't see anything i want :/ Bugis street next & i saw lots of clothes that i wanted to get them so badly for chinese new year! Wait only~ After shopping, bused home with elaine & i did something damn stupid okay i mean not stupid but embarrassing. Hmmm, time flies it's 21 jan which mean new year is arriving v soon. Day always seems to past so fast, i'm a good girl today i did lot of house chores but still haven finish packing my room & etc. Shall wait for daddy to be free & help him with it, so recently i'm in a super bad mood. I shall not elaborate much but i'm hoping to be alone for sometime, just too much things happened at home. Ohwell, I sent so many resume yet few of them reply but still gotta wait for another call agn. & i've appealed for my higher-nitec just waiting for the result to be out again. It've been 1 year since i left ITE, like a fast I miss netball so much. since young i started playing tilled now i've stop, kind of sad lah. But blame on me for not studying hard enough. Alright shall not mention that is the past! okay saturday is arriving, cousin planned to have an early reunion dinner at granny's place. But maybe parents are not joining. Sighed, i'm so tired but yet nothing to do but to stuck at home to look after mommy, & i went to bake cookies. Dad is giving me face he tried my cookies & say nice & i think maybe is b'cos i show super sad faces just right after mommy vent his anger on me.
ohwell, alright i had enough of all those craps. I'm enduring still ~ Trying.

Okay since i can't get to bed now i shall upload some photos, & below those photos are taken during last year advance christmas celebration with orlangers. It's an awesome celebration though ! (:

Alright, i brought my kite over to marine barrage at first the wind ain't that strong so i waited after tilled i filled up my tummy. I regretted letting all my strings out & just an unlucky day for me, it started storming & the wind gets super strong tilled i didn't even got the strenght to pulled back my kite. Therefore, there's this kind soul helped me pull back my kite & it's super embarrasing that day i swear. Plus my kite's string is tangled, tilled now i still can't untangled it. Urgh!

Okay this were the food that was brought by vincci, zhenqi & me

The delicious cookies which was made by vincci & andrea

Sweet & sour pork which was made by steph.

Polariods


While waiting for the rest to arrive.

Stressing over on how to untangle my strings, headache.

Awesomes.

Just love them so


X'mas x-change gift!

Bestie!

Everyone is busy with their ownstuffs.

the girls

Bestie andrea!

This is anna's cute little cousin clara!

Leow-Qi
Just trying to disturb.

Leow-Qi
Gosh my pimple is so obvious.

Beth!
The skinny claria

Steph tan!


there's somemore photos just that i'm lazy to load them, as it's taking ages. alright i'll post another new post for another outing!

world is changing,
everything ain't the same anymore.
But i'm praying that mommy will be who she used to be in the past.
The one who always doted me, the one who always protect me whenever dad scolded me & the one who will always care & never scold me whenever i'm at fault. But now things change, i'm kind of disappointed. I don't know what wrong with her, yes something is wrong with her. she just don't seems to be herself anymore ): I feel kind of sad b'cos his brother & father left her here with granny alone. & when granny is sick she gotta takecare of her, now granny have gone to a very far places & now she only with me & dad! How sad, mum's side relative are all useless bitches. Hate them max, kind of pity mum she never had a peace & good life before. After granny left this world she suffer alot, yes alot! heartbreak, but i dislike how mum scold me nowadays! Super dislike, something must be bothering her much. I wish i could help her, but how to? ): Is this fated? Am so stress seeing mum like this & that causes dad to stress over her too. Big sighed, tell me what should i do now ? D: