HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY TO BABY ALDEN & LUCAS, HAPPY 4TH BIRTHDAY TO GENEVIVE!

Winnie The Pooh Theme for Alden's party, apparently it's my favourite character! (:

Door gift! Haha, i love the goodie bag. So, i take back home^^ Not only me take home this goodie bag okay, my COUSINS also did the same thing so i'm not consider childish! ((((:

Alright, i think it's a rush afternoon today. I slept kinda late yesterday night & i'm super tired/ sleepy though. Dad is shouting at me asking me to wake up -.- So went to prepare myself & waited for aunt to come fetch us. ^^ Rot at home tilled around 2plus 3 & there we go. Headed to alden's party first which is located at Melville park, which is so damn far ! Well took some photo with baby alden & my cousins, never expect alden will let me carry him as i've not been seeing him for quite some times. & the cake is really nice lah, WINNIE THE POOH! Awwww man, so the party ended around 4 pm? Packed up everything & head over to Safra resort to celebrate baby lucas & genevive birthday!

I swear both sides party is hell crowded, lots of childrens (: kinda cute though! Hmm, reached there ate & take photo with baby lucas. Genevive is kinda anti-social today ))))): so didn't took picture with her. & one thing is baby lucas know how to walk himself now, he is just 1YEARS OLD. But not that stable yet, so chit chat with aunt & cousins. & now i'm waiting for chalet which is this coming wednesday (((: HELL YEAH! I'm so tired naooo, & guess what i ate alot today. Plus the creamy cake, damn i'm growing fatter AGAIN. & stupid cousin must be laughing away! Evil~ Anyway, i will get those photo & upload here. So, Goodnight!

Having a rich families isn't good anyway, just like mom's side. I simply hate them tothemax, they are nothing but a piece of craps. So what if they are rich, Stingy, nasty. Whatever shit, They never seems to be a good aunt of mine. Neither do i need to respect them, adult yes so what. Just happen right after ahma is dead they don't bother to come visit mum already, like yah. Cause i think only when they needed $$ then they come find us or just want ahma *yi Chan* ( don't know how to say in english)

So do i need to pay a respect to visit them this coming new year? I seems no point anyway, Aiyah. families stuff always seems to be so complicating, it's either this & that buay gam or whatever. I hate tht seriously, mum always there when i need her. I still rmb when i'm damn young i fell & bleed alot she never fail to carry me around to the nearest clinic with & see doctor & her shirt is like full of my blood.

Same goes to sec 3 i fainted & bleed, She was damn worried. Waiting impatiently at home for me to be back hoping that i'm okay. but i failed to be a good daughter ): Sometimes being single child has good & bad point? Parents will dote you alot, whereas you want everything they will buy for you when you kept fan them you want toy & stuff. But bad points is, when you need someone to talk to i've got not sister nor brother. ): That's like bored, no one to share my problem with. ARGH! Hate that feeling.

Gonna save & work for money already.
Kiamin pls don't anyhow spent money on un-neccessary stuff! (:

True enough,
Nothing last forever. Friends do come & go, people do change. Include me, but well. If old ones doesn't go out, NEW ones doesn't comes in too. This is life, unpredictable things always happen just SO SUDDEN. But never take things to heart, just ignore will do. Sometime it's really suckie to lost some good friends of yours, What to do? Life always change, Just treasure whatever you've got NOW before you regret whatever shit later.

But sometime treat people too nice also a waste, people will tends to step over your head. Treating you another way round, Whatever things happen it's all KARMA. Hard to say too, we're just teens until we've grown to adult age or even right after married we don't intend to care! WHO IS YOU TRUE FRIEND, YOU CAN USE YOUR EYES TO SEE, YOUR HEART TO SENSE. What comes around goes around, I think at the young age i've got phobid making friends. This just remind me when i'm a primay school kids, alot of things happen. BAD THINGS i should say, argh. Tilled now, still never change. What a life!

I just dislike this feeling, it hurts so badly & make me feel like crying out loud. Arrrrhhhh, Damn it! Anyway it's late & i still can't get myself to sleep, boyf is sleeping soundly now. Sighed, Too hungry, craving for ajisen. Anyway, i hope life will turn out great just right after every bad stuffs happen. I NEED PEACE!

I'M SO BORED! HELP~ ):

Boredness makes me MOODLESS!

Argh, damn. Singapore,

SERIOUSLY

BORED TTM!

Argh, Fuck you!

I Hate you for turning me to be this.

Seriously, FUCK YOU!

Sometime, life is full of craps!

Sometime life is unpredictable,
You won't know what will happen in the next few second, minutes or even hours.
Hmm, parents are giving me problems nowadays. Stressed don't know how to handle both of them, I don't know how to settle it even. I need some peace man, PEACE!

I'm tired of everything, wanna go somewhere peaceful. Without being interfere, I've some places in mind now:
Mount Faber,
Explanade area,
Singapore Flyer,
Or Beach.

Sighed sighed sighed. My ear can no longer tahan those quarrels that mum & dad always start almost everyday. Giving mood swing, always make me feel like vending my anger. Ahhhhh, tell me what should i do? ):

Thinking back to the past, i had a little phobia. I mean not a little, but...
Sighed, Life being control. MOST DISLIKE. What i need is always freedom & no one to control me. Now i'm happy with my life cause there is bf & friends around of course. Well, just couldn't stop thinking about my past, all those bad & awful memories. Gahhhh! Seriously SUCKS TTMaxico.

I don't wish to care much!

only give me stress, what else?

Sighed, when will there be peace?

Damn Sick!

Can my block nose, sore throat, slight fever faster go away!

Sick at the Very."RIGHT" timing.

I'm feeling so weak now.

How nice could it be, if ppl ruined your mood.

Alright, talk about yesterday. Was out with bf to chinatown thought there will be things to walk there but nah, it's kind of a bored place to go there unless it's new year time. My mood swing came out of sudden, so i kept quiet all the way when i reaches chinatown, hmmm. thought of getting koi there but the queue is super long abit lazy to wait. Anw, decide to swap places to vivo. Trained to vivo, get sweettalk instead. after that walked around vivo. went to see puppies, omg is so damn cute yeah. Maybe i should get one puppy when i grow up (: heh. had burgur king for dinner, but yesterday isn't my day. A super idiotic angmo guy just being a big shot there and i don't know whether his eyes got stamp or what. just happily sit there when he couldn't find a seats in BK.

I can see 2 seats are free & he don't know is FAT OR WHAT LAH. Went to sit a 4 table seats while he is alone. LIKE SERIOUSLY PISSED ME OFF, I CAN STILL RMB HIS Fcuk FACE. WThack! DAMN HIM LIKE SERIOUSLY. TSK!

Alright, i'm gonna cut some fat later on, basketball! (Y) Waiting for cliques to be ready & tmr there is work for me in the noon. Yawns! alright, Goodbye peeps.

public holiday!

It's deepavali today, It's public holiday yet i've to work. Tired ttm, craving for meesiam for like kinda long & today dad bought me meesiam (Y) After tht prepared & head to work, reached work place had morning briefing then work starts. Singaporean seriously abit kiasu lah, early in the morning before the shop open all the people are outside waiting to come into the store & i swear malay ppl are damn rich they can just easily said gimme the 100plus plus bag not 1 but 3 omgosh, i wonder what they worked eh. ahwell, doing sales, selling bags & stuff after that lunch break like only half an hour nia not enough rest! sighed, shout here & there until no voice man.

After that went for my dinner break, bf & nich came down to novena today. Had old chang kee for my dinner slacked awhile & then off to work agn. Clear some stocks today, knocked off at 11-plus catch last trained & finally tmr & sat is off day for me. I'm tired already, want some rest now goodnight!

Turning Fat.

Sakae Sushi buffet for dinner, make me feel like vomitting anytime. Ate too full already, 2hour inside the sakae ohman, make me order 2 chawamushi. Great i like, Hoyeah. Shall go eat next time round, i shouldn't have lost my ezlink card man :\ argh anw, there is work tomorrow! Goodnight world.