Awesome day!

Yesterday was an awesome day ever!
Wake up dang early just to go sentosa for the beach fiesta, was late as usual. Taking my own sweet time to bath, then bus to serangoon then to harbour front. Super sleepy at times, went to meet up enyu & co next then head to take the mono train. Miss regina was so kiasu lah, asked all of us to go so early. Couldn't find her when we reaches there, made us walked here & there at the super soft sand. Boo! Took our breakfast then started to set up the register table & stuff, after tht the games started & so on. The weather is super sunny, niceee i like. Suntann! & i'm so like a lobster now which is not what i want. I want elaine skin colour, so brown lahs.

We sat under the sun for super long hours, tired, thirsty & hot like hell. Kept walking around to collect score card-.- tired, took some photo which is in juster's & enyu's camera now. Will upload them soon (: Alright after a long tired day finally we got to bath, omg so shiok la. Went to vivo next & bubble tea ! Rushed home & prepared, bathed & waited for our birthday girl to get ready. We kept like changing time lah, heh. Train to clark quay to meet up the rest, went around to find cake & then to pub. Niceee! At first it was like so boring lah, until after cutting cake everybody drink like mad.

Karim's parents joined us, then stupid charles & yong qiang made me drink so much. Drunk at last, super uncomfy! head damn giddy, & while they are singing my tears rolled down. I don't know why. But there is this guy who can sing really well, nice! Anw, they are nice L send me home after tht thanks. & i puke on his shoes, omg so ps! Nice knowing them anw, ohwell reached home puke again. Omg that sucks! super xinku lah ><

Had a bad nightmare, & i woke up at 7am in the morning which was like so early lah, Reached home about 4 plus am & yesterday was the day tht parents didn't called me & nagged me homed. Great! Breakfast with dad this morning, morning shower & coffee makes me feel super awake. So bored now ): My throat is so damn pain, I think i'm gonna have tht sexy man voice like elaine. Heh, I feel like piercing again. Maybe tuesday, with elaine ong! woot, I want netball training la! ):


Labels: Touched.

Finally

Alright, Finally i can grab some rest today. No need to go back company, but having an appointment tmr. Sadly have to wear formal to go back, I'm thinking if i should wear the grooming test blouse & skirt? But it's like too formal lah, ohboy! Tell me what to do now? Well, I'm still confuse about the stuff there, hmm. Nevermind, time to get use to it anyway.

I'm so excited about this coming sat! Yes, Beach fiesta. I want to tann myself, but sadly they are giving a sleeve shirt & now my tann will be uneven again ): Sigh, Have to wake up dang early. It's gonna be a tiring day, & I can't wait for saturday night to come too. Pub with the slackers, Heh Darling you are gonna be drunk on tht day for sure. Ohwell, let's see. Hope there will be tons of pictures, & it will be a busy day. Hopefully it wouldn't rain on tht day, nice. 2 more days! Newyear coming, Gonna have fun with friends & families. But sadly it's valentine day also ): Ohwell, shag.

Damn!

Ohwell, i think i'm targeting mecerdes ben SKL. Super Chio, omg! Ahh, I need a driving license. But only 2 seats, Damn can't upload the picture. Sian, well. I'm so tired today. & i'm super moodless. I feel something really not right, seriously. Am i thinking too much i don't know, but well. That feeling just screw up everything, bullshit!

I went back company today, to do something. Ohmy, starting it's kinda difficult. But well, have to learn more things. Life is about choice, not about fate! Alright, Nothing much to talk about. Anw, F.M.L!


Labels: I Hate This.

Tired.

Woke up, prepared & went to met up with elaine. Head to hg point for work, Stood there like retarded. Auntie said i didn't promote anything today ): Ohwell too tired, didn't get enough sleep. Was waiting for clock to strike 1, then knocked offfff. It's like finally, both of us kept counting down through msg. Pathetic, after work went take bus to bishan. Lunched @S11, Nasi lemak i'm craving for tht seen the starting of work. Ohwellllll.

Bubble tea after lunch, head to school for beach fiesta briefing. Have to reach sentosa at 7 this coming sat. Hell! So damn early lah, it's gonna be a tiring day. Stayed back school, basketball wtih the girls. Nice, but i played too rough today? ): Ohwell, Sun is so hot. Was dying out of water, pathetic elaine & me snatching water at the water cooler area. Boo! Thanks eh. Head to bishan again, thanks elaine for accompany me. Bus to A for some job training, nice! Kinda like the lecture, interesting. " Just Do It" Learn lots of stuff in this lecture, not bad afterall. & Know kinda lots of friends there, & i didn't know J was working there. Ohwell, home next. Super hungry, Grab some food & eat finally after a long tiring hot day i get to shower. Nice! (: sleepy.


Labels: Something not right.

Tired

Happy 18th Birthday F.precious!

Hope you enjoy your day(:

Love!

I need sleeping pills like seriously, i can't sleep whenever i'm on my bed. So weird, didn't sleep the whole night yesterday. I fall asleep at this morning 7plus am, blar. & now i'm so tired la, Sleepy. Sleepless night really kills me, Argh! There is work tmr, have to wake up early. & i need morning call, boo. Still need to go back school & maybe going somewhere else after tht, what a pack day tmr. Alright. I really need to grab some sleep now (:


Labels: Hope.

Shopping Spree!

Shopping with the girls & 2 guys today, Below are some pictures (:

Elaine & me.

My tablepartner, Bella soh! but this year maybe not in the same class anymore ):

Leo's!

Elaine took this unglam picture of me, headless!

The girls, love them all (:

Me, bella & elaine (:

Don't know what wrong with elaine :\

Elaine & lestie shan!

Pretty girls (:

Lestie & me (:

The four of us :D

Blur!

Wanted to take reflection but failed.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY ALI

alright, almost forget his birthday. Sorry yeah!

Enjoyyy (:

I'm tired after whole day of shopping with the girls, too less photo today, Cause there is two guys with us so we're camera shy. Okay, stopped my nonsense. I prepared & i took bus 147 to bugis & meet up elaine, after tht wait for the rest to come. then head to withdraw money, gosh i'm broke! Went to bugis street next, we squeeze all the way inside as it is damn crowded. Perspire like hell, Went to grab some food then chill awhile. after tht shopped again. I feel so damn weird without buying anything, but after long hours of walked managed to get a shirt, tights, coax. Walked around to find their stuffs, but nothing caught their eyes in the end.

So trained to orchard next, went to cotton on. Bought a tank top for my vest then head to far east to buy my pumps, bag & accessories. Walked around to find elaine pumps, omg after so long of walked only elaine & i bought somthing home but the rests bought nothing lah. I spent too much today, 100plus? Gosh! Super tired, Carry those bags & walked around. Dine @taka KFC, then deposite money & homed. Walked to Far east plaza to take bus, so dang far. Super tired Duh! Stone on the bus tilled i reached home, try up all my clothes. Ohyeah! I'm done buying my newyear stuff already. Next will be salon date, Aw! I'm thinking of what hair style can i cut? Hmmm.

Head bursting.

Omg, today isn't my day. So many unlucky things happen, anyway i'm really sorry to you ): Aw! Not in a very good mood today, my head bursting. Damn! Bad thing happen at the same time, stupid crap. Mum nag at me, whatever man! Don't feel like talking to her, always when i'm in a super baddy mood she will always add something inside & tht causes my blood boil. Hot temper today, I gave attitude to people who i'm talking to just now. I'm sorry i don't meant to yeah? Alright, Not in a very good mood now. Bye!


Labels: Hope everything will be back to normal? ):

Looking back

I went to look back all my past, I think is kinda silly. Ohwell, something i hate the most, being toyed around. Wttoot! nevermind, it's the past. I hope this new year i wouldn't have sucha feeling though, Sometimes it's hard to understand a person feeling. You don't know what are they thinking, well. Silly thoughts, it's hard to gain people trust or rather in another words it's hard to trust somebody. When you are too good to them they will like climb over you head? When you treat them badly they like say lots of stupid stuff. Ah well I hate tht, I'm too easy to trust somebody sometimes. Seriously tht feeling sucks argh! okay i shouldn't have think so much now, time to enjoy life now. <=

I can't wait for 30th to arrive, i'm gonna enjoy it to the fullest. Drink drank drunk! Suntann, I hope i don't get uneven tann this time. & this coming sunday, shopping spree! I want to get my hair done before newyear, choosing a date to go salon. & therefore i'm gonna stop sports for awhile, ohboy. i think i'm kinda weird sometimes, which is I don't know why either i can be so hot temper or rather i can be very soft-hearted. Grhh! I can't elaborate how i'm feeling now, but it's kinda suckie i can say ): sigh!

I wonder why sometimes things change so damn fast, It's just a 360 degree turn everything changes. Humph! Damn, time to wake up & do whatever i need to. I have craving for astons now, & as well as bean curd with rice ball ! Yum yum.


Labels: What is this ?

Lazy

Holiday gives me hell, I feel so like a pig nowadays.
I woke up in the noon, eat, com & sleep. What a life, I don't wanna become fat ): I need to find job real soon, Ohwell. I'm rotting at home the whole of today, Bored & tired. Yawns! I guess i will be sleeping real soon. (fake) Alright, i can't wait to go shopping with the girls on sunday to get my new years clothes. But i want to go hula&co as the dresses there are nice, i mean some. But i want to go bugis to shop for clothes, bags & pumps. Yeah I'm thinking of what should i wear to suit my vest. Sigh! I'm like wondering why guys can just anyhow wear, unlike girls have to think of what to wear & what bags, hairstyle & shoes are suitable on what you are wearing. So troublesome! Sigh, anyway i'm looking forward to beach fiesta. 30th jan will be out for the whole day, pub at night i hope it will be fun ! (: Can't wait !

Old

Goodness, my eye bag & dark circle popping out.
Ohwell, Shall try to sleep early theses days. Hmm, I woke up in noon time. Ate & online awhile, awaiting for clock to strike 3. So do a lil bit of house chores, then after tht i went for my shower & out to hg sec for netball. So i met up steph outside school, was kinda late actually. Reached their we played against juniors, suppose to team with zenith ppl but end up only 2 of them came. So the pathetic us only have 6 ppl, but nvm it's a friendly game. Had fun in the end, after the match had ended head down to bball court to find M & co. Ate popian & peach red tea again, hungry ttm! ohwell, didnt play much of bball cause i'm too tired. & my blister hurts! Damn, Went buy tibits & home. Ate my dinner, bath & i'm stuck infront of the commy now. So bored! Tmr gonna rot @ home again, Ahh! my whole body is aching, my stamina drops. feel so like a jelly now, tired! Gotta train my stamina already, soon (:

stamina drops ):

Woke up bath & prepare, called elaine up omg.
She gave me a fright today, thought she haven wake up. Finally received her message, rushed to work next. Forget my rubber band went home take & i lefted my shoe bag at home, gosh! When i board the bus i was like wth my shoe bag, my brain not working today! Day-dreaming, ohwell. Reached work place set up stall & stuff, then start promoting. Hell tired, talked non-stop. Got ignored by some customer, they got no manners want seh. Ohwell, kept waiting for the clock to strike 2. I'm so hungry, thirsty & tired, my watch spoilt. After work find the person in charge then rushed home tgt with elaine accompany. thanks & sorry yeah, supposed to eat @S-11 today but end up eating @644. & Banmian stall wasn't open, unlucky!

Ate mee pok @last, peach red tea next (: walked to take bus to school, supposed to see clothes @bishan but end up we in need of washroom. Same as usual, washroom with elaine omg tht makes me think when we are still studying. She is always my washroom partner, heh! Ohwell, miss regina is super blurr today. Training starts after every new comer has came, nice i love training today. Fun, but the sun is killing me. Hot like no body business, kept running today. Too much energy to spare, Smelly me! Went walked around j8 with elaine then take bus to hg, meet up yz & i didn't know he really go buy the sunflower seed. thanks! Homed after he buy his Yi Jian Zhong Qing, Heh!

Ate my dinner then bath, & i'm so into tht song "whatcha say". I want a black skin, i haven buy my new year clothes as well as i need a new sport shoes & sport bag. Waiting~ I'm tired, going rest soon, night!

relationship

Was talking to EY just now,
Yes both of us was hurt by relationship, infacts many women out there are hurt by relationship too. I'm so afraid to step into relationship again, reason being. The feeling of being toyed around suck to the core, Yes indeed. Women hate mans to lies to them, sometimes women can be stupid loving bad guy instead of good guys. Doing lots of handmade stuffs to them & at last we found tht it's not worth it at all! We always regret after everything is over, Stupid enough for not listening to friends advise. Good man are hard to find now, Trust love no more! Now i wouldnt be stupid anymore, no rush in relationship.

Going on date & see whether tht guy worth for your love? I hate liers! I rather mans to tell me the true then lies to me, anw who love liars? NOBODY! I hated the feeling of being Toyed around like seriously, Who can gain my trust on love again? ohwell! I dislike this feeling now, hot & cold. If a guy really love a girl, no matter what happen the guy will be there for the girl. Or rather no matter how busy the guy is he will take out some of his time to accompany you. missing you, dote you. Doing lots of stuff to make a girl happy, hmm. Sometimes things are hard to say, sigh!

Sometimes, if you don't want the person to care they will care too much. But if you want tht person to care they wouldn't even wanna care at all. Whats with this life, gosh! Seriously suck to the core. I don't want this ): Women dislike guys to flirt around, same goes with the guys. Guys dislike women to flirt around too. Awww! Loving a person is so dang difficult, hurts is what you got at last. Ohwell, everything is impossible. Hate my life!

I dislike guys to control me too much,
I dislike guys who have attitude problem.
I dislike guys to lie to me.
I dislike guys who is unfaithful.
I dislike guys to toy with girls feeling.

& many more, i can't think any further!

& TOH ENYU i miss you. Please rmb to come for netball trng, will be waiting for you ehs. heh! Anyway cheer up, i know how you feel too ): awwww! Suck to the max.

Disappointed.

I'm gonna rot at home for the whole day of today,
Alright nevermind. I can't sleep yesterday, Turning my body here & there i just can't fall asleep. until 4 plus 5, sleepless night is suckie. I feel so sleepy now, woke up reply msg i don't even know what am i typing. fall back to sleep again, woke up & i ate bread for lunch. Diet, alright! Something bad happen in the middle of the night, girl texted me & i really feels tht its like. haish! Dang disappointed duh, i really don't know what happen. Awwww!

Well, CC this is for you.
Alright, i've no right to say you. But well, i want to say how i feel. it's not tht we want to say you. But it's like we hardly can meet up, you know? We didn't asked you to meet us everyday or whatsoever. We just asked you out once in a while, asking you to take out some of your time to meet us issit so difficult? Yah i know because of your family stuffs, but well we have been sisters for 4 years. We treated you as our sisters, you no money karim always lend you or rather she help you pay half. After this 1 year we hardly contact each other, you didn't even contact us asking for meet up or stuff? Anyway, i seriously don't know what happen to you. But well, seen you choose it this way then i've nothing to say. Karim birthday just once in a year somemore it's her mature 18th birthday, just let her happy ? Can? I don't know will you see this or not, but if you happen to see this. Just want to let you know, try your best to come. Come pub join us, we are not asking for your money but we want your time. Haish! Dang disappointed in you, my birthday you didn't even text me a HAPPY BIRTHDAY. Same goes to JC birthday too, it's like something make me feel tht you don't like to go out with us? Things change so sudden, anyway if you choose to be like this then go ahead bah. I'm speechless anw! Path is yours, you chooses this way then yah!

Friends do come & go.

Labels: Nothing last forever.

Bad.

Suppose to work today, well tht stupid boss idea again. Blah~
Not gonna work for nestle anymore, no explaination & they just kick us out. Crap.

Consecutive 3 days of basketball, My muscle ache like heaven. Gosh, there is still school training on tuesday as well as working day ohmy gonna be a tiring day for me. Wednesday friendly match with the juniors, going to be a dead fish soon. I need massage !

Kiamin is so not herself today, Ohwell I'm sorry.
Moodless~

Vegetarian day

Had Vegetarian today, Yes whole day.
Just came back from basketball, superly tired. Suppose to work tmr, & the Arse nestle boss asked their worker. Seens they already comfirmed the working schedule then suddenly changed & said they want their worker to work. Seen they want their worker to work they shouldn't have called us in the first place. Pissed me off ~ Waste our time, go all the way to jurong just for the stupid briefing & made us wait like no body business. Basket! Working hour so short, rather go find other job then. Arse! Alright nvm, i can sleep tilled quite late tmr. My blister hurts, boo! Heh, Basketball tmr again. Nice!

Another day.

Weekday is always so boring,
Damn! Finally finished doing house chores, tired. Skipped my lunch again, Well. I want school training to come faster, so i wouldn't be stuck @home for the whole day. Stonning infront of the commy & think of something. I miss tht something tht comes up my mind ): Ohwell, Tell me how to kill my boredom? I wanted school to start faster, I'm hoping tht my appeal is successful ): Ahhh well i don't have the mood now.

Sometimes we let affection;
go unspoken.
Sometimes we let love;
go unexpressed.
sometimes we can't find words to tell
our feelings.
Especially towards those
We love the best.

Labels: Time.

Movie

Woke up accompany mum for her appointment then to hg mall. Cabbed home myself & i lefted mum there. Sorry! Bath & prepare went out to meet fatty petty, was late meeting him. sorry! then he drove me to amk hub for movie. Old dogs, nice (= that show was funny, heh! Great, after movie he drove me home & i went to have my lunch cum dinner. Went bought biscuit & home next, took my nap tilled late evening. Woke up & eat fruits (: Yawns, i'm so tired. Not enough sleep though, Yesyesyes netball training gonna start soon. Next tuesday! I miss traning so much, ohwell kiamin want suntann ehs. 30th please come faster, i can't wait. Hmm working again this coming saturday & sunday, nestle this time. Ohman! I bet it's gonna be a tiring day, but i bet the aunties there will have lots of fun though. Heh! (= I do enjoyed my day today, thanks !

Dead

Work is killing me,
Woke up by 4 alarm again, 3 human 1 electronic. Dad was super noisy, anw thanks. Lucky i didnt fall back to sleep althought i'm super tired. Hell dead, Dragged myself to work. Pushing tht pathetic trolley around damn! Both elaine & i are equally retarded standing there like stone, talked to some customers cause me fire. Totally got ignored by them, or rather they showed black face. Nevermind! Knock off at 1 pm, had our pathetic lunch. Home after slacking & talking, heh(: Alright i'm not sure whether i can get in the course i want? I'm really scared lah.

1st choice : accounting
2nd choice: banking
3rd choice: event management
4th chioce: Logistic (please i don't wanna go so far, & i'm not intrested)

I don't mind having any 1 out of the first 3.
Cause it's at bishan.
Still afterall i don't wanna change school.
But can apply doesn't mean can get in?
Ah i'm like so damn scare now,
if i can't get in any i wanna appeal already ):
I should have choose admin then logistic.
Ahh! nevermind, pray hard tht i can get in either one of those higher nitec course.
I don't wanna retake nitec again.

18 feb result will be out, grhhh!

I'm so bored at home now, nothing to do at all.
& sooner or later my neck dropping off.
Awwwwwwww.


Labels: Astons please ):

Hope

I woke up early today, i can't get back to sleep cause i'm hungry.
heh, went to have breakfast with mum. minced meat noodles this time. After tht, head to Angmo supermarket to buy some stuff. Home next, online & i slept awhile. Super tired, have apply for higher nitec course already hopefully i can get into bishan courses. I don't wanna go simei its like so dang far, Logistic somemore. I don't think i want tht course either, but well rather then i drop back to nitec. Ahhh, i shouldn't talk much. Can apply but maybe can't get into higher nitec course? yah, so i don't pin high hopes on tht. Just hope tht the result come out it will be nice (: bishan courses is what i need, heh!

Alright, there is work at hg point tmr. starting of the job is omega, die. Suckie! I don't know how to promote tht milk powder. Hopefully tmr got no crowds, i don't want to die. && i need morning call, meeting elaine ong at 830am tmr. I think i will drag myself there, hmmm? well, nvm it's only 4 hours job so i think it will be alright. Ohwell, i just hope tht the applying of higher nitec is successful lah. Damn! ):

An apple a day keeps the doctor away, HAHAHA!
i love apple (:

Rewind

Below are some picture from june's camera, heh! (:

Elaine wrote This :D

Netball :D

Our netball board (:

Kerrin stonning.

Last but not least, awin, Elaine & me (=

I wonder how good could it be if time can rewind?

But i know this will never happen, I miss going to school ):

I woke up late today, dad & mum left the house super early. so i didnt go granny's place today, cousin isn't going too. Lucky, if not i'm gonna bored tilled death. Dad bought me lunch, nasi lemak & bean curd. Nice! After eating, ston infront of my commy. Do a lil bit of house chores, clean up my messy room & then bath. Ston infront of the com again, bored tilled max. No body at home entertain me & the sun outside was super duper hot. Gosh! Around 4 plus head to basketball court, sat there & chat with them. didn't play basketball at all, too many people. Hmm until night time which every body had left? Left a few ppl, so decided to play shooting horse (: nice. Home next, bath & had dinner. & now i'm stonning again, tmr after 3 plus can appl for higher nitec. But as for me i don't know whether i can apply? Sigh, Have to try appeal. If really can't then no choice retake nitec course. ): Aw. I missed school so much lah, i hate to rot at home every single day. Damn! Working on tuesday, hope there isn't any crowd. hehe! (: Alright think thts all, Anw i do blog at Live journal blog. Feel free to visit =D

1 cup of hot chocolate how much fats?!!!! Damn it's alot D: I shall stop drinking already.

Hope.

Hey, I know my blog is lack of picture. As a promise i'll upload those pictures which was taken during the CCA roadshow. Below are some of them, So enjoy! :D

I love this picture, heh. Before i left i took this picture with my partner, the super crazy woman! Ohyeah, I love her to max yo! (:

Taking picture instead of pulling people into netball. Heh! We are so hardworking. Lol

Partner, me & best pal (:


AWESOME GS!

Best pal, every picture i took she will never be left out. heh :D


there is a human behind elaine, heh basketballer.

Don't be afraid, it's the floorball guy. he came in & disturb while we are taking picture. >:(

She is our motherly hardcore, ENYU! :D love her to max !

& June, Se-se-senior (:

me, june & awin!

Me & june i don't know whose hand was tht. Hmmm >:(

Hardcoreeeee!

Heh, just playing with tht sticker, we have got nothing better to do =\

She can be super hyper during certain timing. Aw!

& yeah the four of us (:

I love greeen :D

Candy floss :D

Niceeee!

I'm so into enyu's DS game (:

This show how slack we are :D

Cooking mama :D

Elaine stonning behind heh!

Love netball (=

Our nails, aw hers is damn bright eh :D

NETBALLLLLL

Black & white :D

Our tall tall defender enyu!

Enyu, me & awin

ELAINE ONG

JIAMIN & EELING =)

BEBE KERRIN!

Past time netball board

Misses C:

AH ONG!

Tgt with miss regina, the whole load of us!

This is how our station look like, Hmm! [=

Thts the end of my picture, alright. I enjoyed myself during tht day i swear heh. Alright, as for today i woke up online awhile & i went to bath & went down to basketball court to meet friends for basketball. Gave lunch a missed today, diet! Alright, played few rounds & i'm so tired today. Have got no mood today, don't know why?! aw, Went home around 7plus. Bath & had dinner & dessert, work is cancelled so yah! No work tmr, how nice (= i can like sleep lah, but tuesday have to start OMEGA which is one word "DEAD" Omega is hell difficult then Nestle lah, die! I've got so many plan tmr i don't know which to go. Ahhhh should i go granny's place? Boohoo! I'm like hell dead now, tired to the max. )=

Labels: I wanna you (=