know what,
due to the ITE sever down these days i couldn't apply jan intake higher nitec. Suay or what, now the application closed & i've to wait tilled 30 jan! What if the appeal unsuccessful? Worries worries worries & so much to worries about. If it so i should go take pastry & baking at CCK ITE instead. Well please, letme in these time. I don't wanna zhou bo already, i can study & go work as well. Please god please letme in these time. Argh!

Just because my eyes don't tear, doesn't mean my heart wouldn't cry.

Just because i came off as strong, doesn't mean there is nothing wrong

You know i'm bored!
So i came here to blog...
Damn damn damn, can't stand the boredom rotting at home the whole day! Sigh ): What am suppose to do now?! okay i'm off to game then sleep! & my throat hurts badly, buay tahan already! I feel like going out now D:

& FINALLY i get to watch this movie today, Narnia 3!

A very rushed day for me,

Early in the morning got morning calls from nat. After that i fall back to sleep awhile, then woke up & get prepared. Head t take bus to bedok interchange, The bus is so freaking packed in the morning Bth! But coincidence i saw 2 person in bus today. hah! Ohwell, i met natsoh, after that bought her coffee & we head to damai secondary next!

Warmed up & everything, & i swear my passes & everything sucks ttm! I haven been training for sucha long time. So i think i pulled the team down. & well! We kept fighting until the v last match & we won by 1 score only! The B div is fast & good, heh! After everything has ended took bus home & i almost got lost at eunoes link area, but still i managed to find my bus-stop! Well, i ate my lunch cause i'm super hungry. Rushed off to bath & head out to cineleisure to find boyf & co. Bought pop-corn then headed to cinema next. The show is freaking nice, meaningful, funny & touching of course! I'll rate 10/5, never regret watching it.

Haha! So after the movies head to 313 next as it's raining in town, boyf & co having dessert so i'm rotting there until they finished & we walked to ps. Grabbed some finger food, then we walked around & had burgar king for dinner i'm so damn full! So boyf & co sent me to bus-stop, when the moment i got up the bus & got my butt sitted on the seats i just dozed off until i reached house area! (: too tired already, anyway had an enjoyable day today!

kiamin is so damn unlucky recently, just don't know why! & i'm getting older, i need salonpas to cure my shoulder soreness now, too pain too sore! Can't stand it already la! ): Argh well, whatever it is i'm gonna stoppppped here. Enough of typing already, So....... Goodnight readers! ((:

I'm so freaking sick staying at home the whole day today, & thanks to the wanton mee freaking makes me run toilet for freaking 4 times. Stomach pain like hell, boo! & i'm still looking for a stable job argh! Well, time to try eating my dinner now. damn the wanton mee seriously makes me got no appetite to eat!

Mentally & physically tired!

Okay i'm kinda lazy to blog recently,
So as i've got nothing better to do now i shall update abit. Alright went prawning yesterday midnight with jiawei, yanshan & irvin, so irvin sponsor cab for both go&back trip. Not my luck didn't catch many prawns yesterday, but i think i shall stop it. Seriously i feel the guilty-ness of catching those life prawns & cook. Imagine i'm the one on the bbq pit, gosh seriously i sure will shout for help! Ohyay, i had a bad nightmare yesterday. Seriously i don't want that to happen pls, i'm scare!

Woke up in the late morning, parents are out for their lunch so i went to meet bf at hougang MRT, then we head to cineleisure. Had KFC for lunch seriously damn regret, should have eat pasta instead, mushroom pasta & apple crumble! Awww, alright whatever i eat i must really think twice or else i will regret like seriously. Supposed to catch narnia today! But sadly the queue are super long & bf said he's lazy to Q so ): Didn't get to catch my narnia movie! Tsk.

So went walked around, & my leg is super sour i swear. From cine to fareast then to tangs next to taka after that dhoby ghaut! Hell tired, backache, so after walking few rounds went back to hougang had dinner, U-mian for today. Super full went home & i don't know why dad is being so unreasonable today seriously, He vent his damn temper at me for don't know what reason. I'm just standing at the window look out for something he just shout at me! Wthack, hello i'm 18 years old not 7 year old. Do you really treat me like a kid? I'm not young anymore, plus you don't have to vent your anger whenever you're angry or what! I'm human not a venting anger machine! Pls don't be stubborn, sometime you just always got that old sense of thinking. NOW IS HDB Years not your OLD KAMPONG years. Ohman! pissed!

well yah that my dad, i really can't stand him sometimes. Plus recently my attitude isn't that good, argh! Hell, I'm having hot temper these days! I don't know why, so difficult to chill myself down! ): I'm so bored now, but i still can't sleep! & thanksbf for today (: Love! I miss my lovely smiley grandma! (:

Before the chalet, i went nexx with boyf, & it's raining damn heavily lah. I've got fickles minded on what to eat again. But still fish soup is my choice at last, walked around & find cotton on. I wanna buy slipper. 2pair for 10 bucks, & hell yeah boyf found the last pair black of my size. LUCKY, bought another colour grey! Head to hg mall next, went library then homed next. heh! Just enjoy every moment with you!

I'm BACK from 3d2n chalet,

1st day,
Was rotting all the way tilled evening time, then head to changi aloha for family chalet! okay, first time going there on my own. So i followed what sissie told me, took bus to tampiness & changed to bus 29 & so i asked the stupid bus driver for direction, okay i don't wanna mention about it. Seriously pissed me off. So when i finally reached there, Sissie cass & uncle Gaga went outside to fetch me in. Hehe! first night was kind of boring though, head out to market with cass sissie, uncle gaga & godsis. Just right after dinner, had a long walk to the market. & heard cousin say opp our chalet is Old Changi Hospital, scary shit! Finally reached our destination, bought stuff & had soya bean drink. after that walked back again, bath & sleep! I swear alot of mosquitoes & lizard there kana bite! damn.

2nd day,
Supposed to go pula ubin for cycling in the morning, but clarice sissie & baby is coming over. So cancelled the plan of cycling & coconut drinks ): Play with alden baby, then wait tilled lucas baby & aunt come. Seeing the both baby fight is damn adorable, Haha! after babys head for there nap played uno deal with sissie! I love that game so much now, heh! but i kept losing, alright so when everybody arrived start fire & bbq. It was raining heavily so we've got no choice, cousins head out to buy aluminium tray. But unfortunally when starting fire that time , one of the tray caught fire & it burned the table. haha! ate alittle, head out for a walk with aunt & cousin & genevive went back when the drizzle gets bigger. Mahjong awhile & seriously it's not my luck, i don't want touch mahjong already! >:( went to play uno deal with cousins instead! After they lefted bath & watched show then head to bed. Too tired on the second day!

3rd day,
packed up, breakfast & homed.
I almost lost my ezlink card & stuck down there just now ): Lucky the kind guy still haven go if not i don't know when will i get home! Super unlucky at times, scary shit ):

Photos will be uploaded soooooonnn.....

HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY TO BABY ALDEN & LUCAS, HAPPY 4TH BIRTHDAY TO GENEVIVE!

Winnie The Pooh Theme for Alden's party, apparently it's my favourite character! (:

Door gift! Haha, i love the goodie bag. So, i take back home^^ Not only me take home this goodie bag okay, my COUSINS also did the same thing so i'm not consider childish! ((((:

Alright, i think it's a rush afternoon today. I slept kinda late yesterday night & i'm super tired/ sleepy though. Dad is shouting at me asking me to wake up -.- So went to prepare myself & waited for aunt to come fetch us. ^^ Rot at home tilled around 2plus 3 & there we go. Headed to alden's party first which is located at Melville park, which is so damn far ! Well took some photo with baby alden & my cousins, never expect alden will let me carry him as i've not been seeing him for quite some times. & the cake is really nice lah, WINNIE THE POOH! Awwww man, so the party ended around 4 pm? Packed up everything & head over to Safra resort to celebrate baby lucas & genevive birthday!

I swear both sides party is hell crowded, lots of childrens (: kinda cute though! Hmm, reached there ate & take photo with baby lucas. Genevive is kinda anti-social today ))))): so didn't took picture with her. & one thing is baby lucas know how to walk himself now, he is just 1YEARS OLD. But not that stable yet, so chit chat with aunt & cousins. & now i'm waiting for chalet which is this coming wednesday (((: HELL YEAH! I'm so tired naooo, & guess what i ate alot today. Plus the creamy cake, damn i'm growing fatter AGAIN. & stupid cousin must be laughing away! Evil~ Anyway, i will get those photo & upload here. So, Goodnight!

Having a rich families isn't good anyway, just like mom's side. I simply hate them tothemax, they are nothing but a piece of craps. So what if they are rich, Stingy, nasty. Whatever shit, They never seems to be a good aunt of mine. Neither do i need to respect them, adult yes so what. Just happen right after ahma is dead they don't bother to come visit mum already, like yah. Cause i think only when they needed $$ then they come find us or just want ahma *yi Chan* ( don't know how to say in english)

So do i need to pay a respect to visit them this coming new year? I seems no point anyway, Aiyah. families stuff always seems to be so complicating, it's either this & that buay gam or whatever. I hate tht seriously, mum always there when i need her. I still rmb when i'm damn young i fell & bleed alot she never fail to carry me around to the nearest clinic with & see doctor & her shirt is like full of my blood.

Same goes to sec 3 i fainted & bleed, She was damn worried. Waiting impatiently at home for me to be back hoping that i'm okay. but i failed to be a good daughter ): Sometimes being single child has good & bad point? Parents will dote you alot, whereas you want everything they will buy for you when you kept fan them you want toy & stuff. But bad points is, when you need someone to talk to i've got not sister nor brother. ): That's like bored, no one to share my problem with. ARGH! Hate that feeling.

Gonna save & work for money already.
Kiamin pls don't anyhow spent money on un-neccessary stuff! (:

True enough,
Nothing last forever. Friends do come & go, people do change. Include me, but well. If old ones doesn't go out, NEW ones doesn't comes in too. This is life, unpredictable things always happen just SO SUDDEN. But never take things to heart, just ignore will do. Sometime it's really suckie to lost some good friends of yours, What to do? Life always change, Just treasure whatever you've got NOW before you regret whatever shit later.

But sometime treat people too nice also a waste, people will tends to step over your head. Treating you another way round, Whatever things happen it's all KARMA. Hard to say too, we're just teens until we've grown to adult age or even right after married we don't intend to care! WHO IS YOU TRUE FRIEND, YOU CAN USE YOUR EYES TO SEE, YOUR HEART TO SENSE. What comes around goes around, I think at the young age i've got phobid making friends. This just remind me when i'm a primay school kids, alot of things happen. BAD THINGS i should say, argh. Tilled now, still never change. What a life!

I just dislike this feeling, it hurts so badly & make me feel like crying out loud. Arrrrhhhh, Damn it! Anyway it's late & i still can't get myself to sleep, boyf is sleeping soundly now. Sighed, Too hungry, craving for ajisen. Anyway, i hope life will turn out great just right after every bad stuffs happen. I NEED PEACE!

I'M SO BORED! HELP~ ):

Boredness makes me MOODLESS!

Argh, damn. Singapore,

SERIOUSLY

BORED TTM!

Argh, Fuck you!

I Hate you for turning me to be this.

Seriously, FUCK YOU!

Sometime, life is full of craps!

Sometime life is unpredictable,
You won't know what will happen in the next few second, minutes or even hours.
Hmm, parents are giving me problems nowadays. Stressed don't know how to handle both of them, I don't know how to settle it even. I need some peace man, PEACE!

I'm tired of everything, wanna go somewhere peaceful. Without being interfere, I've some places in mind now:
Mount Faber,
Explanade area,
Singapore Flyer,
Or Beach.

Sighed sighed sighed. My ear can no longer tahan those quarrels that mum & dad always start almost everyday. Giving mood swing, always make me feel like vending my anger. Ahhhhh, tell me what should i do? ):

Thinking back to the past, i had a little phobia. I mean not a little, but...
Sighed, Life being control. MOST DISLIKE. What i need is always freedom & no one to control me. Now i'm happy with my life cause there is bf & friends around of course. Well, just couldn't stop thinking about my past, all those bad & awful memories. Gahhhh! Seriously SUCKS TTMaxico.

I don't wish to care much!

only give me stress, what else?

Sighed, when will there be peace?

Damn Sick!

Can my block nose, sore throat, slight fever faster go away!

Sick at the Very."RIGHT" timing.

I'm feeling so weak now.

How nice could it be, if ppl ruined your mood.

Alright, talk about yesterday. Was out with bf to chinatown thought there will be things to walk there but nah, it's kind of a bored place to go there unless it's new year time. My mood swing came out of sudden, so i kept quiet all the way when i reaches chinatown, hmmm. thought of getting koi there but the queue is super long abit lazy to wait. Anw, decide to swap places to vivo. Trained to vivo, get sweettalk instead. after that walked around vivo. went to see puppies, omg is so damn cute yeah. Maybe i should get one puppy when i grow up (: heh. had burgur king for dinner, but yesterday isn't my day. A super idiotic angmo guy just being a big shot there and i don't know whether his eyes got stamp or what. just happily sit there when he couldn't find a seats in BK.

I can see 2 seats are free & he don't know is FAT OR WHAT LAH. Went to sit a 4 table seats while he is alone. LIKE SERIOUSLY PISSED ME OFF, I CAN STILL RMB HIS Fcuk FACE. WThack! DAMN HIM LIKE SERIOUSLY. TSK!

Alright, i'm gonna cut some fat later on, basketball! (Y) Waiting for cliques to be ready & tmr there is work for me in the noon. Yawns! alright, Goodbye peeps.

public holiday!

It's deepavali today, It's public holiday yet i've to work. Tired ttm, craving for meesiam for like kinda long & today dad bought me meesiam (Y) After tht prepared & head to work, reached work place had morning briefing then work starts. Singaporean seriously abit kiasu lah, early in the morning before the shop open all the people are outside waiting to come into the store & i swear malay ppl are damn rich they can just easily said gimme the 100plus plus bag not 1 but 3 omgosh, i wonder what they worked eh. ahwell, doing sales, selling bags & stuff after that lunch break like only half an hour nia not enough rest! sighed, shout here & there until no voice man.

After that went for my dinner break, bf & nich came down to novena today. Had old chang kee for my dinner slacked awhile & then off to work agn. Clear some stocks today, knocked off at 11-plus catch last trained & finally tmr & sat is off day for me. I'm tired already, want some rest now goodnight!

Turning Fat.

Sakae Sushi buffet for dinner, make me feel like vomitting anytime. Ate too full already, 2hour inside the sakae ohman, make me order 2 chawamushi. Great i like, Hoyeah. Shall go eat next time round, i shouldn't have lost my ezlink card man :\ argh anw, there is work tomorrow! Goodnight world.

Tiring!

What a day,
being woke up by my house here the constrution workers. Super annoying to the max can? i can't even have any good sleep today. Thought weekend can let me sleep longer but nah, the vibration of the driller seriously suck to the max-.- I hope there won't be any contrustion during the morning if not! tsk..

Rot at home tilled late afternoon, then head to clementi to find bf. Bused to west coast park next, chilled there & i just love the wind there, before that had fries with caramel dip & oreo ice-cream. damn awesome (: went off when the sky started to drizzle, walked to west coast plaza. Walked around then bus back to clementi, went to pasar malam as the food there is so tempting. Hoyeah, bought our food & then went to blk 114 to chill.

chill tilled 10 plus then bus home, alright i'm off to skype now. Goodnight!

Stress.

Sometimes it's stress staying at home, Parents temper add on together = boomz. & there i've to listen to their quarrels. & daddy will never cool his temper dwn as usual, sighed. Every single day, not only yesterday & today. Kinda shit though, haish. & my phone seriously sucks now, I wanna sign a phone line but daddy don't allow, but serve him right for helping his friends to sign iphone >:( Now makes me can't sign any plan or get the phone i want, Aiyeh seriously grhhh! Gonna burst out soon, when can daddy stop having his PMS i wonder. Alright, damn gonna meet bf later, should stop complaining now.

Boxes, Numbers, Stickers.

Back from work, kinda tiring & sick. Cause i kept seeing boxes, stickers & numbers ): Lucky today knocked off early if not can die, but then i super hate talking to the china women seriously can burst my blood. Everything also want fast, just like somebody in schenker. Hmm, Seriously i missed working in schenker only with those awesome ppl around. Aiyeh, okay lucky there is 2 days off & i can meet bf tmr like finally (: & thursday also. Heh, Baby you've a nice voice continue singing over the phone! haha, alright. Okay there is nothing to blog about today, shall go continue chatting on phone already. Good-de-bye!

1st working day @adidas!

GARNIER, PureActive.

okay, I've been looking for this to cure my stupid pimple. From west to north-east to central, & my wonderful boyfriend found it at novena cold storage. Just happen i was working & i made him wait for don't know how many hours & he pass this thingy to suprise me. Thanks so much baby! Hoyeah, we only met for like 5minutes today. Cause i've to go back to work, how sad. & know what I thought is a sales work but who knows there is no different from warehouse, dirty as usual. worked started at 3pm & ended at 2150, I'm so happy when the chinese lady said knocked off & we can go home. This is the time i'm waiting for, but sadly i start work at 1100am tomorrow. ): V.early i think i wanna give work a missed on wednesday. hehe, i think i'm going to get adidas red jacket with white stripes. Wait wait wait only! that's all for today, goodnight. & lastly, iloveyou my wonderful bf (:

Outing w love & cliques (:

I'm abit lazy to reorder all my photos, so it's abit messy yoh. :\

Finally got my photoshoot photo (:

Barrage w baby!

My prawnie ! (:

Emo pigeon wanna jump sea.

Baby!

Alright, friday right after baby school bused down to clementi find him i'm late as usual lah. So after that we took bus 7 to botecnic garden, heh. We walked around inside & took lotsa of photo, i think the swan photo is more then our photo lah. Hmm, can say is a beautiful place there (: after we finished our walked, bused down to dhoby for my lunch. then to vivo next, meet up prawnie & billy. & burgar king caramel ice-cream for my dinner, sky park & homed next.

As for saturday, it's fly kite day. So went to barrage with baby, prawnie & billy. As usual i was late meeting baby & i made him wait for 1 hour. I'm sorry, went to find tibits next but end up we walking round & round couldn't found any tibits shop so we gave up & bused to barrage & then fly our kite. Doramon is so eager to fly up the sky lah, haha! it's quite windy that day actually. but spongy went missing tht day. We OWN them (: Haha, but after awhile my doramon is tangle with ppl's string & there comes down my doramon. So many kites tht day, we went off after the sky turns grey. & we went to find spongy, after tht head to suntec pastamania! Craving for creamy chicken & apple crumber. Last but not least soup & garlic bread, after eating went to esplanade rooftop chill awhile & homed. (: Alright i'm starting another job tmr, how sad. No more baby to work with me, no more awesome cliques too. Plus i don't know how the enviroment will look like tomorrow. I'm starting work at 3pm, late right :\ I'm gonna miss baby eh, so many days cannot meet him. Don't have the time man D: Alright enough of typing, goodnight!